I didn't kill myself did I?
I sat there playing the games
She had taught me how
Before she died
But then he came home and yelled
Said the kids hurt him again
I felt sorry but I couldn't do anything
You taught me that
How not to care
You were never there
After she was gone everyone was
I don't know how to care
I don't know how to feel
I took the blade
I just wanted to know
Was I even there?
I made the cuts
And the blood ran
I felt something then
My first feeling
Since she left
I was scared
The cuts were too deep
I was bleeding too much
I knew I would die
Then I stopped feeling
I was already gone
But I didn't kill myself did I?