Disclaimers; I do not own any of the FallingSkies characters nor shall I ever much to my dimes. Main pairing is BOYXBOY, A couple of my OCR's will pop up from time to time. this is a DARK fic therefore there is strong language, Stalking, character deaths 'mild', murder, self harming, sexual content (future chapters), obsession and lots of drama so You have been warned.

(March 17th, 2013)

His poor jeans and jacket ripped little by little from bens clawing nails, possessive grips, and hungry teeth on the younger boys body until He is finally completely exposed. His clothes now just a pile of shredded garment on the floor, a victim of His lust and uncontrolled desire toward the beautiful soon to be broken boy in his arms.

(March 12, 2013)

It happened again person number three but this time He was sure not to leave any evidence of me being their, maybe they will think one of the skitters broke past the barrier again?

'Girl was too torn apart anyways.. they will have nothing else to do but to blame the aliens again.
Ben always had a bad habit of doing this but this time it was different, it was a accident right? Yes that's what it it was a accident sure He happened to 'find' her out in the woods again whilst running and accidentally attacked her didn't mean he was in the wrong. She was the one calling me a sycophantic stalker and threatened to tell everyone about him and how much of a little alien spy He was, guess Something just snapped.'

If she had just came with me and did as I said and shut up screaming for help non of this would have happened.. Stupid ungrateful girl. Never knew what 'HE' saw in her anyways sure she had perfect caramel hair that always happened to carry the sent of peaches now smelled of dirt and copper stained with blood and leaves, those big amber eyes that held a slight fire towards them whenever the sun caught her gaze now dim stained red with unshed tears, lifeless wide with fright.

Ben opened his eyes to look over his shoulder at the body, letting out a shuddering yet refreshing breath against the nights cold air

the cold Fall winds blowing against his heated bloody skin gave him somewhat peace.
Taking in a couple more breaths Ben lifted the girls neckless up to the moons light, twirling it in his fingers a couple times running a thumb over the in graving

'Zoe'

Ben took one last glance over his shoulder and presided to tuck the neckless away for later use, not that she was going to be needing it anyway.

It's not my fault she's gone now.. I was trying to help her find her way back to camp not attack her

'No you attacked her you sick fuck Benjamin'

Yelled a old man

'Oh piss off he only did what was right, imagine if he had let her go running back to the second mass! He would have been done for, they would have linked him back to all the others you blind fool'

A woman seethed

'Still he didn't have to do it, poor girl has family you know..'

A little girl cried

"Shut UP!" Ben shouts smacking the side's of his head, hoping to shut up the voices inside.

Feeling dizzy Ben clenched his jaw and began his way back to camp stoping at a near by stream to clean the girls blood off his hands and face. He needled down against a old willow tree root digging into his left boot for his small blade turning it twice in hand watching the metal shine underneath the moons gaze.

How can something so dangerous be so beautiful?

Ben took out the girls neckless rapping it around his wrist tightly making sure the in graving was right side up running his finger over it once more.

He licked his lips twice before presiding to lower the blade against his skin making sure to drag it across the neckless at the same time. He watched as blood trickled out over the piece of metal Weaving its way around it like a snake, before finally dropping into the cold stream below.

Ben let out a calming breath, this is what made him feel human again, the feeling of sadness the feeling of pain everything the harness had taken away from him the ability to feel.
Bringing down the blade one more time feeling its sting as the open wound hit cold air, he smiled to himself opening his eyes not knowing he had closed them in the first place, un raping and throwing the neckless into the bloody waters below he watched as it settled onto the small stones.

Blinking a couple times he leaned down to take a close look at his refection in bloody stream only to be faced with his mothers once kind eyes now filled with disappointment and sadness.

'My little baby boy...what's happened to you?' Her voice echoed into the night

Ben blinked rapidly as un shed tears threaten to fall; he let out a snarl and brung his hands down to splash the imagine of her out the water letting his head fall back to let out a almighty scream of rage, angry tears burning down his now hot red cheeks.

He stayed like that for what felt like an eternity before He heard people running in the distance shouting HER name 'Zoe?' 'Zoe where are you?'
With those words he's up onto his feet running back to camp trying to wipe the imagines of the girls dead body from his eyes, her screams, he wanted to forget But at the same time secretly didn't, because that feeling of gilt, rage sadness made him feel IT. made him feel human again and he would do whatever it took to keep those feelings Alive for as long as possible. Anything.

Okayy a little short (i know) but this is just a couple little chapters (experimental) to see if people like or not?

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