Summary: I know, I know you guys might hate me for this but I don't know I just thought it would be cute. Also this is my version of Clare. Clare has her hair long but it's a scene cut, no glasses, she was abused by her dad for awhile, has a punkish style, still friends with Alli, has no purity wring, doesn't go to church anymore, secretly dating Fitz only his friends know, and is some what friends with Eli, so everything with Eli's the same as the show just Clare's different. Also I changed like maybe 2 scenes for chapter 1.
Disclaimer: I do NOT own Degrassi but I wish I did.
Clare'sPov.
I got up at 6 and groaned I stayed out until like 2am making out with Fitz, then snuck back in through my window since my mom was crying her eyes out in her room from the already happened divorce. I've changed a lot this year, my dad was abusive towards me and I go my hair styled different, got eye surgery so no glassed, I refused to believe in god when my dad started to hit me, I had to wear make-up a lot because my mom didn't know until about a week ago and when she found out she got a divorce, my style changed again, now I dress in what people that see me out at night a 'punk', I started dating after that ass of KC dumped me for Jenna, I took of my purity wring in the begging of summer also when I stopped going to church because if god were real he wouldn't put someone through all this, Alli is the only one who knows everything except one little thing I'm dating school bully Fitz.
Every day I have to act like me and Fit don't know each other. It got easier when Eli came, because there was something to distract me, and the worst thing is I think I'm falling for Elijah Goldsworthy. This year at school I became a misfit, I didn't have a group so I started to hang with Adam and Eli, since I never hung with Fitz in school we both wanted public but neither wanted shit from other people. Another reason Fitz bullies because he always catches someone staring at me, I mean I know I'm a misfit but apparently I'm a hot misfit.
I got in the shower dried and dressed in my black and white shorts, my black Panic! At the disco shirt, my black skull shoes, my gray beanie, and then grabbed my bag and IPod. I ran into the kitchen and pulled out an apple and walked to school. I heard my name being called and saw Eli running up saying something about how not fighting Fitz was unsatisfying, the real reason is because I know Fitz and something bad is going to happen between Eli and Fitz can feel it. Eli said something about punching Fitz in the face and I mentally groaned damn Eli your going to get yourself killed. Then I just said something about him being obsessed with death and him not really caring.
"Do what you want but you don't have to impress me." I said. Eli grabbed my arm I looked around and saw we were infront of Fitz and gave Fitz a flirty smile which he returned in a wink.
"Who says I'm trying to impress you?" Eli asked I stared at him with raised eyebrows.
"Fine I'll call off the dogs, smooth things over." Eli says giving in.
"See I knew you were smart" I said. That's when I saw Fitz stand up I knew this was bad…Fitz saw Eli touch me and lets say Fitz doesn't like to share.
"E-e li" Fitz said. That's when Eli doesn't know when to shut up.
"2 syllables good for you." Eli said.
"You just cant keep your mouth shut can you?" Fitz asked I gave him that shut the hell up Fitz look.
"You broke my car." Eli said I looked at Fitz and shook my head yeah Fitz had issues…sometimes but sometimes it was hot.
"Just apologize and then we'll both just go back to ignoring each others existence." Eli said.
"Sure no problem" Fitz said stepping up some I looked at him and glared at his friends who looked away from me.
"I'm sorry about your nards." Fitz said I gave him a questionable look as he stepped closer.
"What?" Eli said and as soon as he said that Fitz kneed him in his nards. I looked shocked then Fitz walked away and flashed me his cell phone that means he wanted to txt I nodded once but he saw. I sat down next to Eli.
"Is there anything I can do?" I asked I mean I know I cant because when me and Fitz were making out and my shirt and pants were off and his shirt was off one of his friends just barged into his room while were on his bed we jumped up and his friend was checking me out since I was only in my bra and underwear that's when Fitz saw and ran up and kneed him. See I told you Fitz doesn't enjoy sharing. Lets say his friend was in pain for awhile.
"Just don't touch anything…" Eli wheezed out in pain it took a lot not to laugh because it was kind of funny.
That's when I heard my phone go off Eli looked at me and told me to get it. It was a txt from Fitz.
Meet me at the back of the school ;)
Will do boo.
"Hey Eli you sure your okay?" I asked.
"Fine." He said. My phone went off again.
You coming?
Yes wait, you kneed Eli pretty hard I want to make sure he's okay.
But I didn't knee him nearly as hard as I kneed Mark.
Yeah I remember that. Lol be there in about 3 minutes.
Okay.
"Eli I got to go…" I said.
"Its alright you go ahead." Eli said finally standing up and walking well limping away.
It was later in the day and I was rounding the corner with Eli when I heard someone being thrown into a locker we turned and saw Adam with Fitz and his idiot friends. Fitz went to punch Adam I dropped by bag so you could hear it Eli gave me are you crazy? Looks I kind of run over and push Fitz's arm down he was about to swing his other arm when he saw who had it I could tell his friends and my friends were waiting. See me and Fitz were wrestling once and I learned I'm stronger than him I know but I can pin him down. I saw one of his friends trying to check me out so I looked in his eyes and looked behind him he knew what it meant I dropped his fist and he turned around and punched one of his idiot friends. Eli and Adam looked shocked but his friends were used to it.
"Come on lets go…" I said I walked over and grabbed my bag Adam was slowly making his way over to us so I walked over and dragged him by his arm to Eli. Eli was still standing there shocked.
"You guys go ahead I'll catch up." I said they nodded and walked away. I turned around to see Fitz right there he grabbed me in a hug and kissed me. I pulled away and he looked sad.
"No you don't get to be sad, you want to kiss and hug and hold me in public then we go public with our relationship." I said and turned around about to turn the corner when Fitz grabbed me by my waist and hugged me to his chest. I could feel his breathe on my ear.
"Come on Clare your killing me." He whispered in my ear I smirked.
"Well then if you want more we have to go public." I said leaning into him.
"Fine we will but tomorrow." He said and kissed my temple. See people don't see Fitz as doing this but only as a bully like it was for Johnny and Alli now I kind of feel bad for judging Alli.
"Okay how about we go to The Dot later and whoever sees us sees us?" I asked. He nodded. I rubbed up against him turned around in his arms gave him one last kiss and pulled away walking down the hall leaving Fitz with a very bad issue. I smirked and walked into class with Eli and Adam staring at me weird.
Now we were sitting at The Dot and I was in Fitz's lap and people just sorta stared that's until Adam came in and I was up getting coffee and as soon as I went to sit down Peter caught me and asked me about Darcy I knew he still liked her and she still liked him. In the middle of questions I saw Eli walk in and talk to Adam about something I didn't really pay attention by the time I was done I had finished my coffee I drink coffee fast though so I walked back over to Fitz and jumped on his lap and got comfy. He looked down at me with a smile.
"Comfy?" he asked, I smiled.
"Of a matter of fact I am." I said I turned so I straddled his lap and was making out with him when we heard a cough. I heard Adam say looks like Fitz is getting busy.
I turned around and leaned back into Fitz I saw a stunned Eli and Adam.
"Hey guys…" I said.
"C-clare?" Adam asked.
"Yes…" I said.
"Uh…what the hell Clare this dude kicked me down below and your sitting here assaulting his face?" Eli asked kind of angry I mean I don't blame him. I never would admit it but I did have a small crush on Eli.
"Yeah uh…Fitz?" I said turning to him and giving him you explain look.
"Yeah we've been dating since summer" Fitz said in a back off kind of voice. I said a quick bye and left I didn't want to be apart of whatever was going on in there. I walked home.
The next day Fitz showed up at my house and wanted to walk me to school guess he was serious about going public…great, now we're going to get shit from people all day. I grabbed my bag and ran out the door. When we got to school people kept staring because Fitz had his arms around my waist and glaring at any guys who kept looking at me it was very funny.
Fitz left to go to the bathroom and I ran into Eli literally and he looked like really mad…
"Hey…" I said awkwardly…1 because I kind of liked him, and 2 because he hates Fitz and I'm dating him.
"What the hell Clare? Dating the enemy?" he asked in a rather 'I'm so pissed right now' voice.
"Well you know…you saw us yesterday and Fitz did say we are dating…" I said trying to calm him down.
"Yeah but I thought you were playing a joke on me." Eli said.
I turned around and saw Fitz exiting the bathroom so I said a quick bye to Eli who looked as if he wanted to kill someone. I walked over to Fitz and my day was pretty shitty because Eli and Adam were ignoring me and then Alli was too busy making out with Drew.