Hi.
It's more than three months. It's not easier. Doesn't seem like the same world anymore, it's just like I'm colder no matter what the weather's like.
I wanted a few minutes only you and me again... I feel bad for it, but even though all my friends are there for me, I feel alone. That I'm here, without you, can't be right.
If I imagine it, I can see your face, and then it's like you're still close and what happened to you was just a nightmare. I really try to do other things, but I'm still thinking and dreaming about you all the time.
I feel like I'm just whizzing down a highway with no control, and the speed just picks up. Things flashed by too quickly and now they're long gone.
There's so many things people do that make me sad. I keep seeing them now. How they don't say hello even to people in their own street. Don't take care of each other. I guess I can understand why some say life isn't worth the trouble.
But in the end, my friends are different. I can't help hoping it'll all get better if we just keep heading on down the road.
It just feels like everything ahead of me will be so hard now. But it doesn't matter. I'll never back down from it, I'll face it like you did.
I think I've been sitting here for hours just staring at the paper. Please don't worry, I won't always be like this when I think about things we did. Whatever happens, nothing will ever change how I feel about you.
Sonic just yelled at me to go for a run. He's nuts, it's an awful rain out there!
I'm going with him. Write you soon again,
Miles