LOOKING BACK

SUMMARY:

three teenagers thrive for what they so despretaly want to forget

peirce struggles with her ocd and the loss of her boyfirend and as she copes her world is falling all around her

Cam doesnt know how much longer she can keep her promise to ker sisters boyfirend

and Ally is driving towards adrenaline junkie, her grades are slipping, and her boyfriend is cheating on her and she knows it and won't do anything about it.

As the lives of these teenagers smiral out of control they wonder how long they can keep up the secrets, lying, and pretending that come up in their everyday lives

CHAPTER ONE: CAM

h:Promise me you will never tell her.

C: I promise

I block out the words like they are poisen and i refuse to drink their deadly meaning.

I wan't to break my promise I want to tell her but I can't, not after that night, not after i promised him i'd keep his secret.

I regret every word.

But none of that matters I made a choice

and im not going back.

ALLY:

"Last stop" the pilot calls his voice scratchy from screaming out every stop

. "Im ready" I call over the noise of the plane.

The floor drops from under my feet and im falling toward the earth.

I scream and laugh and cry all at once.

My heart pounds so feircly in my chest it might burst out.

The adrenaline feeds me.

The ground comes dangerously close.

I close my eyes that little voice in my head nagging me "Don't pull the chord" it chants over and over again.

But I push it back and reach for the chord and pull.

The parachute comes out a second before the last possible second.

"That was close" I murmer.

Too close perhaps

PEIRCE:

I'm the last one there.

staring at the coffin like if I stare long enough he will come back to life.

I cry until my eyes hurt and then I just shake until I become unsteady and fall to the ground and moan, im completly broken.

My heart aches. I stay there for a long time.

Long enough that its dark and I can't see the coffin anymore.

I stand and walk back toward the road begging myself not to look back exept that I can't not look back, not when I see his face in my mind, See the blood, the fear in his eyes, and the wound all bloody.

So I turn and look through the darkness one last time at the boy I've lost forever.

(This is just the intro I wan't to see how other people react to the characters If people like where its headed I will write more. I am putting this story in your hands if I get positive feed back I will write more if i get negative comments I will drop the story. If anyone is confused about the characters I would love to awnser any questions. I hope you enjoy)