"Bella I love you I need you so please before you go down that isle please just think about that." I told Bella looking deep into her chocolate brown eyes that made me melt. "Jake I love you but I don't love you like I love Edward I want you but I need him so please just let me go." As she said this I could see the pain that I was causing her by letting her know how much I needed her but I let her go and she walked to the stairs and the wedding march started. I walked to the window and jumped down while changing forms and darted straight to the woods to let out my cries of pain. "Jake its ok she isn't good enough for you any way." Leah thought but it didn't help it just made me pissed as I let a loud growl rip through me but then a whimper of nothing but rejection. To angry to talk to Leah I walked to the edge of the woods to see Edward and Bella's wedding vowels and the hole time I wished that I could be Edward standing next to the beautiful angel in white. As I thought of this I heard Sam "Jealous of a Cullen now that is low for anyone especially you Jacob." I turned to see him with a frown of disappointment. "You have nowhere to talk ok you have no clue how I fill." He just laughed and nodded. "How well I think I have a good idea but it still is pathetic." I shock my head and turned away from Sam to stare back at the wedding just in time to see bell kissing Edward to tie the vows they had just exchanged which made on of my worst nightmares come true. After a moment I realized I was crying more than Bella was because I heard all the guys laughing but was way too depressed to care. I was even to depressed to hate Edward in fact the only thing I could say about him is that he was the luckiest guy in the world because he had money the cars but mostly the girl that we both have been fighting over for the last few years. "Edward Bella its time for the first dance." Alice announced to them though Edward was already on the dance floor with Bella placing her on his feet so that they could glide across the floor without Bella hurting her self. Once the spotlight was off them Edward whispered something into Bella's ear and walked her over to me. I walked over to wear I had left my clothes and changed quickly just in time to walk out of the shadows of the forest once the sun went down. "Well I'll leave you to alone."Edward told us and nodded courteously to me and walked up to were Emmet and Jasper stood.