This is my first fanfiction it's a downer but I think its ok. So plz review

Loves a crazy thing. One minute your in love with your best friend having the time of your life the next minute your dead. I was in love with a girl named Carly Shay. She was a all-around perfectly nice girl. She had great grades, she was beautiful and was nice. Then there was the girl in her shadows, Samantha Puckett. She was the opposite of Carly rude, obnoxious, and had poor grades. When you meet her you want to immeadiatly run away. You want to cry bloody murder. Although there was always something there behind all that tough exterior. It was fragile easy to break venerable yet I was always trapped looking into Carly eyes, worshipping her to notice. When your dead you look back on your life. All the choices you made, although I died when I was 18 so there wasn't much time to look back on. Still there were many mistakes. My List of Mistakes are:

Eating way to much junk food behind my mothers back.

Spending way to much time on the computer forcing me to wear glasses.

Buying to many expensive gifts for Carlys's birthday.

& MUCH MUCH MORE.

Yet my biggest mistake in life was ignoring Sam. I was tormented by her. Although the thing is it's always been childerens tricks nothing deep but as time went on I turned my back on that person . Which so happens to be the person who needed me the most.

Samantha Puckett the girl with all the bad luck. She had an abusive home life and she blocked out everyone and hid her feelings. She was always brought down. So one day she wrote this note to Fredward Benson:

I am broke. Theres no doubt about it. Sometimes I look at myself and think "This days gonna be different im gonna be better. Everyone will care about what I say and I wont be second best"

I now theres no chance that would happen. My lifes a road that never ends. It causes misersy and pain. Im gonna end that road today. I've liked you a lot. I have a funny way of showing it but when growning up with abusive mom you cant show your feelings right. You love Carly better. I don't blame you everyone does. I don't blame you for my suicide I just want to say something I never had the courage to say, "I love You."

-Sam

This is the letter delivered to me the day after sam's suicide. You now I REALLY died. I still have a body but no soul. After I found this letter felt as though I've been wondering the earth. Ive been searching. Ive beem searching for the answers why I cared so much.

Ive found it.

Im in love with a girl who killed herself. A girl with no body . Shes just a soul. Some say those who kill themselves go to hell. I say that's bull. I say my friend and love is looking in heaven watching .I will wait for her until I die. I won't kill myself to be with her cause she won't want that. Theres a time in life where you have to realize Love is crazy and people do crazy things for love. Some people say that you should forget the past but I wont forget. So everyone listen up:

I AM FREDDIE BENSON AND I LOVE SAM PUCKETT.