I don't own Digimon, or the song Words by Skylar Grey.
Words
Always in a rush
Never stay on the phone long enough
Why am I so self-important?
Said I'd see you soon
But that was, oh, maybe a year ago
Didn't know time was of the essence
Mimi's POV
Rain poured all over her head. The raindrops falling on her face covered the tears that were cascading from her eyes.
Despite, always being cheerful and having a smile on her face, she had a knot in her throat. That knot was the result of an unbearable pain. For 364 days of the year, Mimi Tachikawa was the sun in every room she graced with her presence.
But every year, there was one day that she wasn't. One day each year she was nothing more than a lifeless body going through the motions.
December 21st. Each year on this day everyone's beloved Mimi Tachikawa was replaced with all the raw emotion that she contained in her heart every other day of the year.
The Digidestined gathered together on this day. It was to mark all the success they accomplished together, but also to grieve what the cost of that success was.
Rather than join her friends, she needed to spend time with the one person she needed the most.
Despite the rain, she kept walking. She didn't really know how she had arrived to her destination when she did. She just had. Her feet carried here, knowing that her mind and heart weren't capable of doing it on this day.
Almost subconsciously she realized that it always rained on this day. Even the sky cries for him, she thought letting a small sob escape her lips.
She walked through an endless maze of stones, but somehow again her feet knew where to go. As her feet loyally carried her to where she had to go, she couldn't help but see memories of the time she spent with him.
From when they first met, all the way to the last time she saw him, it all played in her mind. She would smile with joy at the good, and cry with regret at the bad.
And then she was there in front of him, but he was just a stone with words on it.
So many questions
But I'm talking to myself
I know that you can't hear me any more
Not anymore
So much to tell you
And most of all goodbye
But I know that you can't hear me any more
"Matt, why? Why did you leave me? We were so happy, and there was so much I had to tell you. I had to tell you that I love you! But you're gone."
The sobs she had been fighting back finally broke free. And then she collapsed onto her knees.
Every year it was the same thing. She broke down like this every year on December 21st. That tragic night when he was taken from them, from her.
It was the very night when she was going to tell him.
It's so loud inside my head
With words that I should have said
And as I drown in my regrets
I can't take back the words
Every day since, she lived with the regret that she had never been able to tell him. After a while her sobs finally stopped and the wind blew. And she could swear she heard her beloved laugh at her as if to say:
"I know, Meems."
The longer I stand here
The louder the silence
I know that you're gone but sometimes I swear I hear
Your voice when the wind blows
So I talk to the shadows
Hoping you might be listening 'cos I want you to know
It's so loud inside my head
With words that I should have said
And as I drown in my regrets
I can't take back the words I never said
I never said
I can't take back the words I never said
Never said
I can't take back the words I never said
Hope you guys enjoyed it! I'll be updating most of my other stories next month, but I had to post this! The song is Words by Skylar Grey! So how about some reviews?By the way Lieselot, this was that oneshot I told you about! I forgot to title it and just found it so this is kind of for you! And you better freaking read it and review LOL Oh and I miss you!