Hihi all! This story came to me today as I was taking a test...(damn
WASL)...anyway, enjoy!
~Erin
DISCLAIMER: I do not own Sailor Moon...though I do draw them well....
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If You Call It Life
by Erin Jessica Durango
4/24/02
Bitch.
That word ruined my day today.
Several times over.
Mr. Coslov called me a bitch. My own teacher.
Sure I'm loud.
Crabby.
Sarcastic.
Overly-enthusiastic.
But I'm sure no bitch.
Ok, so maybe I'm over exaggerating.
Here's the whole story:
Today in math, Molly called me a bitch.
So she's my best friend. It hurt a but, but it's all forgiven. But for fun, I told on her to Mr. Coslov.
His exact response:
"Well, some people deserve it."
Ouch.
I needed ice to heal that burn.
I just can't believe I didn't stand up for myself.
Molly says I have low self-esteem.
Maybe she's right. I wouldn't know.
That Senior Darien pushed me down the stairs again today. He said I act too much like a crybaby.
Maybe he's right. I wouldn't know.
That smart girl Ami got 154% on her test in English. Then she made fun of me for getting a 48%. She called me stupid.
Maybe she's right. I wouldn't know.
That popular girl Mina with the pretty hair laughed at me today. One of her friends tripped me and my books went flying down the hall. She called me klutzy.
Maybe she's right. I wouldn't know.
That girl who's really athletic...Lita? She laughed at me too. In gym class I couldn't climb the rope. She called me weak.
Maybe she's right. I wouldn't know.
This girl named Raye just transferred to my school. I tried to be friends with her and sat with her at lunch. She said she wasn't friends with losers or piggy eaters.
Maybe she's right. I wouldn't know.
After school, I get so lonely.
I need someone to love me and listen to me in return.
Not like Mom or Dad or Sammy.
They don't understand.
Like a sister.
But I don't have a sister.
I don't have friends.
I don't have a boyfriend.
I don't even have a good enough family.
Maybe I should get a cat.
But Dad's allergic.
So I'm doomed to live my life...
without anyone.
I wish that someday...
I could maybe
become someone
who defends herself
isn't a crybaby
isn't stupid
isn't klutzy
isn't weak
isn't piggy
isn't a loser...
Yeah right.
"Find the true meaning of life Serena..." ~~~~my brain to me.
Yeah.
If you call this life.
~Serena
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So what did you think? I tried really hard. Its supposed to be sad. Can you really imagine the Sailor Scouts like that if they were never Sailor Scouts? Anyway, review. Tell me what you think! Also check out my other stories. Thanks!
~Erin
~Erin
DISCLAIMER: I do not own Sailor Moon...though I do draw them well....
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
If You Call It Life
by Erin Jessica Durango
4/24/02
Bitch.
That word ruined my day today.
Several times over.
Mr. Coslov called me a bitch. My own teacher.
Sure I'm loud.
Crabby.
Sarcastic.
Overly-enthusiastic.
But I'm sure no bitch.
Ok, so maybe I'm over exaggerating.
Here's the whole story:
Today in math, Molly called me a bitch.
So she's my best friend. It hurt a but, but it's all forgiven. But for fun, I told on her to Mr. Coslov.
His exact response:
"Well, some people deserve it."
Ouch.
I needed ice to heal that burn.
I just can't believe I didn't stand up for myself.
Molly says I have low self-esteem.
Maybe she's right. I wouldn't know.
That Senior Darien pushed me down the stairs again today. He said I act too much like a crybaby.
Maybe he's right. I wouldn't know.
That smart girl Ami got 154% on her test in English. Then she made fun of me for getting a 48%. She called me stupid.
Maybe she's right. I wouldn't know.
That popular girl Mina with the pretty hair laughed at me today. One of her friends tripped me and my books went flying down the hall. She called me klutzy.
Maybe she's right. I wouldn't know.
That girl who's really athletic...Lita? She laughed at me too. In gym class I couldn't climb the rope. She called me weak.
Maybe she's right. I wouldn't know.
This girl named Raye just transferred to my school. I tried to be friends with her and sat with her at lunch. She said she wasn't friends with losers or piggy eaters.
Maybe she's right. I wouldn't know.
After school, I get so lonely.
I need someone to love me and listen to me in return.
Not like Mom or Dad or Sammy.
They don't understand.
Like a sister.
But I don't have a sister.
I don't have friends.
I don't have a boyfriend.
I don't even have a good enough family.
Maybe I should get a cat.
But Dad's allergic.
So I'm doomed to live my life...
without anyone.
I wish that someday...
I could maybe
become someone
who defends herself
isn't a crybaby
isn't stupid
isn't klutzy
isn't weak
isn't piggy
isn't a loser...
Yeah right.
"Find the true meaning of life Serena..." ~~~~my brain to me.
Yeah.
If you call this life.
~Serena
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So what did you think? I tried really hard. Its supposed to be sad. Can you really imagine the Sailor Scouts like that if they were never Sailor Scouts? Anyway, review. Tell me what you think! Also check out my other stories. Thanks!
~Erin