I have officially become a mother... I still cant believe it its been three weeks since the birth of my child and it all still seems so new to me one minute Dimitri and I were still arguing about gender and the next we knew the gender not that we cared really
Yup its been three weeks since the birth of my beautiful son Urian Mazur Belikov
Dimitri still cant get over the fact that Baby Belikov is a boy the look on his face when I brought that up was priceless
Anyway so far motherhood has been going well except for some tantrums... from me and not Urian. I kinda feel sorry for Dimitri about that but in my defense I haven't slept in three days and I stubbed my toe so yeah
Okay I honestly don't think I'm doing anything, Dimitri does most of it he's just so damn great with kids, he gets up in the morning, he changes the diapers, he feeds him and sings to him when he cries. And yeah sure I do some of that too but not as much as him I feel so guilty about it.
But again in my defense I told him I won't be a good mother, he didn't believe me but seriously I mean who do I have to look up to my mom please I'm not about to dump my kid at an academy no way in hell. Plus Dimitri doesn't realize how serious I am cause I will not be able to discipline Urian. I'll be one of those mother that if their twelve year old son ask if he can get a tattoo of Barney the dinosaur I'll probably say yes and then take him for ice cream afterwards
Although Dimitri is convinced I'm a good mother its really sweet of my Comrade but I mean come on I'm surprised I haven't dropped my baby yet. At least I know immediately getting better with time cause last week I almost forgot him at Lissa's house, and when I say almost I mean I was at the car and Lissa yelled at me then I remembered.
Luckily I haven't forgotten him since. Thankfully Urian already takes after his father. He doesn't cry a lot and eats just about anything, he also looks like Dimitri with the brown Belikov eyes and dark short hair he's a little tanned. I'm hoping he takes completely after Dimitri, good, calm, neat, smart and can tolerate me. Cause if he's anything like me then may God have mercy cause he'll be a little shit when he hits five
Lets just hope I don't kill him by accident by then, boy will Dimitri be pissed...