Disclaimer: Yeah so I don't know Inuyasha, Rumiko Takahashi does. That is the story of my life. I AM JUST ONE POOR PENNEY LESS GIRL!! Whaaaaa Well....I own the plot. So BLAH! .,

Author Note (Read!): Wow my one shot just turned into a longer story!! YAY sorry I'm not updating my other story it is just that I was sick for a couple of days but I should have Chapter 3 out soon. Please enjoy this story and REVIEW!! I think this story may be a little easier to write then my first but FEH ya never know for sure!! Peace, Love, CHICKEN BUTT

Rating: PG-13 (Maybe R Later)

WARNING: None?....I think

Couples: Sesshoumaru/Rin (NO ONE ELSE!!!)

Just to be With You

By BurntAlive (Myrna Claire)

- Chapter One -- All in Their Heads -

-Redone- (Sorry for the mistakes last time. Hope This is better!)

' All the things she said, Running through my head, All the things she said, All the things she said, Running through my head, This is not enough...'

Rin ran out of the village her hands ripping at her hair and her face. She was trying to hold back the tears that were close to exploding from her eyes. Her heart thudded in a weird way. It hurt just to breath. She wasn't scared and she wasn't mad. She wasn't....sad. She couldn't be sad. Over that jerk Kohaku? No, never! Right? Then what was this feeling of despair that had her heart in a vice grip? She shook her head making her silky, long black hair wave about her waist.

She tripped as she ran and landed to the ground. Her long fingernails dug into the ground the dirt getting under her nails. Eyes clenched she could feel the pain from the fall. It wasn't fully the throbbing in her scratched knees and elbows that made her cringing. She slowly got to her knees arms wrapped around herself. What was going to become of her? She couldn't go back to Kohaku, never. Not after she saw him and....him and.....Kanna. They were wrapped together limps and all whispering sweet things in each others ears.

Just the thought of them together made the tears harder to stop. How could he, how could he, how could he! She stared out into nothing her nails that were still in the dirt dug father.

' I'm in serious shit, I feel totally lost, If I'm asking for help it's only because, Being with you has opened my eyes, Could I ever believe such a perfect surprise?...'

She as she shook, took her nail out of the earth. She got to her feet in a dazed state. Her brown eyes traveled nowhere but ahead. No time to think. Her heart pounded to the beat of a fast drum. He ginger eyes blinked and then looked into the sun. Letting out a calm breath she without warning tore into a run. She wasn't going anywhere. Where would she go? She had no family and no friends. All she had had was Kohaku, he had loved her. She had no hut to call her own. Now she was alone. So she ran. No looking back no wondering where her feet were taking her. No worries.

She threw her head into the wind as she entered a clearing of purple and blue irises, hair whipping behind her. She hugged her arms to her body tightly as she spun around and around the colors blurring together. Who cares about the world. What matters anymore, right? Nothing is here might as well just go lose. Forget promises broken and forget old memories. Most of all forget about the future you had planed. No more pain, no more anything. She was free. Free of love and it hurt. She let a numbness wash over her.

' I keep asking myself, wondering how, I keep closing my eyes but I can't block you out, Wanna fly to a place where it's just you and me, Nobody else so we can be free...'

Out in the distant a white creature on a mist of sparkling blues and pinks and purples past the now setting sun. The stoic face looked impassively at the young human woman-child as she spun in circles in the field of flowers. The wind picked up blowing his silver mane over her shoulder. In the wind a sent of lavender and honey caught his K-9 nose. To think a sent that far away could reach the height in the air he was. A weird whisper came with the sent. It pulled at him to fallow it. When he tried to pull from it his chest had a shot of pain. His instincts would have drove him mad if not the pain in his chest. He slowly floated to the ground, testing his limits landing only but a half a mile from the girl.

She paid no mind to the man but stopped her head back and looking at the sky. Closing her eyes she began to fall backwards her hands going to her heart. She hit the ground with a small thud. The flowers had made the pain less then if it had only been the grass. It didn't really matter though, because she was numb.

All the things she said...'

"Rin, I shall be back in a few days. Then we shall get married and live forever in the grace of the gods...together!"

' All the things she said...'

"Wench, come here now! Never steal fish from the lake ever again!......creepy mute child."

' Running through my head...'

Rin held onto her head and heart as she reheard every painful word, the fabric of her kimono scrunching up in her grip. She was unaware of the white glow of the demon coming closer to her. Sesshoumaru came closer to the fallen maiden, he didn't know what was going on but he kept hearing the voices of humans in his head. All had been men as of yet. The human curled into a ball her head pressed to her knees her arms wrapped around her legs. He knelt on one knee, his armor shined in the falling sun. It would be night soon.

He picked up the woman surprisingly genteelly as he laid her against his up-right knee so he could get a better look at her. His still stoic face looked at her closed lids that would shut tighter then loosen and then retighten. He felt a familiar buzz as he felt the words coming back into his head. He closed his eyes.

' All the things she said...'

"Rin I'm losing strength...but we'll see each-other again. On the other side. I'll wait for you, i'll be with mother and father-r........."

' All the things she said...'

"Heh heh, boys. I think we've got a pretty one tonight. Tie her up in my tent. I shall...deal with her...later. Heh heh."

' Running through my head...'

Sesshoumaru could feel the connection die and the buzzing stopped. He opened his eyes and he looked at the human onna. The human's eyes opened and greeted his golden cold fire orbs. The hazel eyes widened as everything hit her full force. She was shaking and shivering as she had to remember all the bad things that had happened to her over the years of her sad life. Not many of the good things that had happened could be counted as happy any longer thanks to what she had witnessed earlier that day. She looked away from the probing fire of Sesshoumaru's eyes. She couldn't handle the 'heat' of his gaze.

' This is not enough...'

She quickly got up from Sesshoumaru's knee and stumbled into the beds of flowers face first. She couldn't hold onto the sadness that fell from her eyes at full force. She was in more physical pain and the pain in her heart deepened, it was all to much. The Demon lord's eyes widen by a millimeter as he smelt the salty water. Standing gracefully he walked behind the woman. Her knees were to the side of her, her hip resting on the ground. Teeth clenched her hands were viciously tearing at the pretty flowers. As if the flowers being ripped from the earth would make her feel better.

The cold lord, the stoic lord, the lord of the western lands, the lord of fear...picked up the crying woman-child and cradled her in his strong arms. This shocked the woman into a hick-up and a surprised squeal. A few of the broken and torn flowers dropped from her hands. She stared at him.

' This is not enough...'

"This Sesshoumaru, Lord of the Western Lands, demands to know what magick you have put on him." He said it a little softer then he had meant to but still very forcefully. Rin shook her head and whispered in-between quieting sobs, "What are you talking about, Milord?" Her cheeks were flushed and one of her old shoes fell off one of her tiny feet and slapped to the ground. Looking up at the sky he saw the appearing stars and crescent moon. He had a pretty good idea what had happened. He didn't want to believe it but he halfway knew it was true.

She was a human, this couldn't be right.

' All the things she said, All the things she said...'

He sighed as he herd his old teacher's words about the demon mating ritual. "A demon will mate with a soul that is as strong as his/her own and it doesn't matter what race this souls body is. If you were to come upon something that draws you to it and you start to hear a buzz...the soul is calling yours. If you do not obey the call your heart will pound so hard it will shatter. Although most can't even last up to 5 seconds before going to the call some have lasted to 2 minutes! Now then......" The voice faded from his mind.

He gave a not so noticeable sigh. Though Rin caught it. Blushing she asked, "Is something the matter, Milord?" She could feel his chest go up and down and even in her state of distress she couldn't help but feel something in the back of her mind, it was trying to tell her something. Something she should remember. What had she forgotten?

' And I'm all mixed up, feeling cornered and rushed, They say it's my fault but I want her so much, Wanna fly her away where the sun and rain, Come in over my face, wash away all the shame, When they stop and stare - don't worry me, Cause I'm feeling for her what she's feeling for me, I can try to pretend, I can try to forget, But it's driving me mad, going out of my head...'

He only replied with, "What is your name?" She cocked her head to the side at him. Her mind couldn't think clearly the sent of rain and Allspice filled her mind. She was dizzy, in a good way. She finally answered stuttering slightly, "I'm-m Rin, Milord." Slowly setting her to her feet Sesshoumaru straightened out to his full height. He looked down at her and said in a voice void of emotion, "This Sesshoumaru is going to take you with him. You are coming to my castle."

She started to speak but before the sound could come from her lips she was in the air. Her black hair tangled in Sesshoumaru's as they went higher and higher into the sky. Poor Rin, she was afraid of heights. She unconsciously latched onto Sesshoumaru's waist as the went farther into the sky, hiding her head in his fluffy white boa? Or was it a tail? Her eyes closed when she saw the ground. Noticing this Sesshoumaru chuckled lightly before her caught himself and traded his smirk for a stoic gaze at the sky.

' Mother looking at me, Tell me what do you see? Yes, I've lost my mind...'

After a while being in the sky Rin loosened her hold but not to much she was still scared. She timidly asked the question that had bothering her for the past 20 minutes. "Milord, may I ask a brief question?" He nodded his head to her not speaking. "Why am I to come to your castle? Not that I am ungrateful. It isn't like I have anywhere to go." The last sentence was whispered but he being a demon and having super hearing heard every pain filled word. He felt a dagger like pain in his heart. Brushing it off he sped the cloud up.

He then said without a glance down at her, "You are too become my mate. Your soul has called me, I have to answer or dishonor myself to dying from my heart being crushed by kami himself." Rin's eyes were wide. He had said it without any feeling. Like it wasn't a big deal. She frowned and without the thought of the consequences she let go of Sesshoumaru. Do to the lack of contact she fell threw the sparkling cloud under his feet.

His eyes opened wide, all the way as Rin seemed to be falling towards the ground in slow motion...

' Daddy looking at me, Will I ever be free? Have I crossed the line? '

Author Note: WooT First chapter DONE. Fin! Maybe I should get to work on my other story.........in a hour........or two......maybe three.......ahahahaha MUHAHAHA I AM MAKING YOU WAIT........not for long though

- Myrna -

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