DISCLAIMER: I don't own ICarly
Sam's POV
I look in the mirror. Disgusted by what I see. Me in my underwear trying to breath in as much as I can but the fat just doesn't disappear. My eye's couldn't help but water as I remember what happened earlier today.
"FOOD" I said as I ran to the table to eat the spaghetti tacos spencer made. I shoved as much food in my mouth as possible
"Pig" I heard Freddie mumble so only he could hear. To tell you the truth it hurt.
"What i'm hungry" I said as it was getting uncomfortable him just stood there watching me
"You can't be hungry on the way home from school you've eaten 10 fat cakes how can you still be hungry no guy want's to date someone who eats like you. You're making yourself fat!"
I felt tears in my eye's but no way was I going to let him see me cry. So I calmly picked up my bag and walked out the door.
And now i'm here in my room looking at myself in the mirrow feeling disgusted. I don't know how I never noticed how bad I look. It makes me feel so stupid that I never realised this. This morning I looked at myself in the mirror and I looked pretty and skinny. Only 9 hours later and i'm looking at myself and I just look FAT.
I guess freddie was right. Why would any guy want something that looks and eats like a pig when they could have someone skinny and beautiful like Carly. I pick up a clothing magazine from the floor I remember carly and I had been looking through it the other day on our way home from school. From cover to cover it is full of all these beautiful women perfect body perfect weight and it make's me think why can't I look more like that. I bet they can get any guy they want. But who would want me. I rip the magazine in half. I fall on my bed and I cry.
AUTHOR'S NOTE: Yes Freddie is a little out of character at first. Written on my own experience so please don't judge anorexics in the comments. First real Fanfic so it probably is terrible.