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Author's Note: Hey You Guys! Long time no see, huh? Well, I was thinking about a scene in my head--that no, isn't in the book (New Moon) but I can almost imagine what Jacob was thinking when he see's Bella with Edward after she returns, and just how confused he is. Maybe this is why Eclipse began the way it did--with them not talking. (not only having to do with the motorcycles, but more to do with his hurt feelings) Comment please.
Any requests? I'm home from college, and I have until Jan. 14th! hit me up!
Jacob:
I felt myself getting sick. I couldn't stand the sight of her hand in his cold one. The blood-sucker's hand.
Bella…why did you leave me…for him? I just don't understand what he has that I don't.
I'm alive.
I'm living.
I could love you more than he ever could.
Her face was happy. The kind of happy that I had never seen before when she was around me. I knew her happiness was coming through her sadness toward the end of our weeks together. I knew that she was learning to adapt to the kind of life I could offer her.
The kind that didn't involve him.
I was making her happy…
But I had never known this kind of happiness that I had seen in her eyes.
The people around her are almost taken back; shocked at their happiness of being together. I remembered that kid from the movie theater—he was about to come up to her, and saw Edward.
His return must be a shock to them.
But not to me. She had traveled all the way to …. God only knows to find him.
But Bella…I would do the same. I would travel all across the world, just to bring you back home to me.
I felt Sam's hand on my shoulder, and I glanced back at him.
"Let her go, Jake." I felt anger fill me, pulse throughout my body. There was no escape to this kind of anger. This kind of hurt.
I wanted to tear him to pieces, and take Bella back to when it was just her and I.
When things were good; better.
So much better than this pain.
But I had known this would happen.
I had told myself before…late one night, before the phone rang.
I had known.
And still continued to let myself fall deep in love with her.
I would forever love Bella…
Even if it was at a distance.