If everyday could've been just like this... I think I would've died from the sheer bliss of being able to have my one desire, Edward Elric. He was small for his age and very spunky, but to me it just made him all the more desirable. Not to mention those eyes, they're were a golden that almost seemed to enchant you.
I loved the feeling of being able to hold him in my arms and put my mind at ease as I made my wildest fantasy come true. Edward's squirming body beneath me and his screams were so... arousing. I couldn't get enough of them actually, and I feel a bit embarrassed because of it. It still didn't stop me from continuing what I did to him; I could even feel the cruel things I was doing to him, but that didn't make me stop either.
I loved it, and I love the fact that he won't fight back. All because he's so selfless in the journey to help his younger brother. I couldn't recall one time that Edward had puposefully put Alphonse in danger for his own selfish reasons.
Now, I had him in the palm of my hand. He was my most obediant dog in the entire military, and he didn't even have a choice.
I loved the feeling of being in power; being able to manipulate anybody you wanted. It was even better with Edward though.
He loathed me so much for getting to have my way with him, but I don't care what he thinks or wants. I'm a monster now, I had become one ever since I killed that first child in the Ishbal Massacre. I wouldn't feel the remorse now that I had locked away for so long. Not for such a useless kid.
Too bad I couldn't live up to what I said.
To be continued...