You're Not Sorry

Sakura: Hey minna! This is my second song fic! ENJOY!

All this time I was wasting
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down

Mikan looked in shock as she entered Natsume's room. He was making out down there, on the bed, with someone else. He had betrayed her.

And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again
But not this time around

It's not the first time this has happened. She had forgave him again and again. Given him too many chances. Every time, she gave in because of his sincere and warm hugs. But not anymore. She was so shocked she stood there standing.

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone

Natsume noticed the presence of a certain someone and turned around to look at the person standing at the doorway. Mikan… the hurt was too much that she could not bear, she turned and ran out of the room. "Mikan!" Natsume shouted and chased after all. The damn slut was still clinging onto him. "Ugh. LUNA! LET ME GO!" and he swang the bitch on the bed. He whipped out his handphone and attempted to call Mikan. "Sorry, you have reached the mailbox of 9876…."

This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore

Mikan was running like the wind, to get to her room before Natsume could catch up with her. Her heart had hurt enough, so much that it's gonna wither and ran dry of love.

And you can say that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before

Back at her room, she took out her handphone and tried to call Hotaru. That's when she saw, You have a voicemail. She opened it and listened. "Mikan, I'm sorry, would you lsiten to me explain. It's different this time, that bitch forced me into it. Pleas-"

You're not sorry, no, no, no, no

Mikan shut her phone down.

Looking so innocent
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold

And she was wondering why he had not turned up for the date. No wonder, he would never change. She will never be the one who was able to change him. Never. A playboy… is a playboy… nothing was to change that fact until that Mrs. Right comes along…

And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

He told her that he was sorry… but she wouldn't believe. Not anymore. If the kisses and hugs would work all the time, why are there such thing as divorce cases in the world.

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore

This is the very last time I'm gonna forgive him. She thought. Why suffer. Isn't letting go all better?

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
You're not sorry, no, no, oh

You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

Mikan looked at the envelope addressed to her, the invitation to head to the Alice Academy in America… she didn't wanna go. But she guessed, she'll go after all…

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for

"Hello? Mr. Aira? Yeah. I'm going. Tomorrow? Okay. I'll pack my luggage now."

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before

The next day… Mikan dragged the luggage out of school. She stared at the grand structure of the school and thought. "I'm sorry Hotaru, I'm sorry Anna, Nonoko, minna."

You're not sorry, no, no, oh
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
No, oh, no, oh, no oh
Whoa, no, no

And the plane took off into the vast blue sky...