Chapter 1-
Acception.
AN: i don't own Twilight. The characters belong to Stephenie Meyer, i'm just playing around with them for my own ammusement.
As i layed in the cool damp grass I felt the sun shine on my face. There is so little sun here I love every oppurtunity I get to soak up the rays. The air was cool, but for Forks this was warm weather. I chuckled, this was just like winter back home in Arizona. I dearly missed Arizona, my old house, and most of all my mother... but my home is here now, with Edward.
I rolled over to see him stairing at me. I always felt self consious of myself when he was around. I never could unerstand how a beuatiful interesting creature like Edward could love a boring, dull mortal like me. I mean, I wasn't the worst looking girl in the world, but 'im really nothing you would look twice at. The thing I desired most was for him to change me. To make me into somthing beautiful that could live forever by his side, and look like she deserved that spot. someone who was graceful, and didn't trip over her own feet. A girl who could wear high heels and not sprain anything.
"What?"I said as he continued to stare into my eyes. "Nothing." he smiled. He took my hand in his and brought out intertwined hands up to his mouth and kissed them. I looked at what looked like a million tiny diamonds gleaming rainbows on his skin. Some of the light and rainbows were shining off him and on to me. I looked at my hand in his. So badly I wished I looked like that too. I wish I could sparkle in the sun. Ususally I'm able to keep my thoughts on this subject to myself, I mean weve had this argument so many times already , why piss him off all the time right?, But this time it just slipped out. "I wish that was me." I said in a quiet wistful voice as I staired at the diamonds.
"Oh Bella, We've had this discussion before. Why must you ask me to do this to you? To damn you to a life that never ends." I sighed and prepaired my rebuttal. "I wish you could see how much I want this. Edward this is the only way we can really be together. Remember, everyday you delay this, I age more and more. I won't be 18 forever. I'll just get older and older untill I eventually die. Did you think about that Edward? What happens after I die?" I thought I had him. "I don't plan on living very long after that happens." I was dumbfounded by that. "Wha?" "Bella, do you really think I can go on in a world where you are dead? When the day comes, I don't think Jasper or Emmett would help me, do I'll go to the Volturi and... have them destroy me. Problem solved." I looked at him, probably with a stupid suprised look on my face. "NO. YOU WILL NEVER DO THAT." I screamed so loud a flock of birds quickly flew out of the branches of a tall tree. "Bella, love. tha won't be for years hopefully. Don't worry about it right now, just enjoy all this sun." He kissed me on the forehead and gave me a concerned smile.
"No, that's not going to shut me up about it. If you really loved me you would do this for me." "Bella how could you even question my love for you?" "I won't question it if you show me you really love me. Change me. Show me that i'm not some weird human fetish you have. I want to know your serious. If you don't want me as an immortal annoyance, tell me right now, just say it." By the end of that I had tears welling up in my eyes and I was fighting them back. I just totally layed myself out, my heart was now on my sleeve. And weather to brake it or not was up to him now.
"Okay. I'll do it." He said