Written In Clouds
By Shade
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The Marionette In Her Saddle
After a year or more hiatus I have begun to once more begin to write. I really hope you will forgive me for being gone so long and leaving so many fanfictions unfinished. To just leave so many stories was never my intention. I am glad to be back though. It's really nice to be back even if I am a little out of practice. I know a few of you want to know where I was. To those of you who really don't care either way I'm just writing this to answer the many e-mails I received regarding it...none of which I answered....sorry again.
In answer to your questions I was in the hospital. That's not where I was the entire time I'll admit but before that things were just getting progressively worse. I was diagnosed with Anorexia Nervosa and depression about a year ago now. I tried to keep writing, not only fanfiction but just anything however it just got harder and harder until they put me in the hospital. Here I honestly couldn't write unless under supervision. For those of you who have no clue of what residential hospitals are like while they do help tremendously they are not particularly fun. You are prohibited from having a large number of things, pencils included.
Anyway while I am much better now things didn't go so well when I got out. I had a minor relapse seeing my father upon my return. For health reasons I had to make the decision to exclude him from my life until he got his life into order. So far he hasn't complied. He refuses to go to AA meetings and he refuses to leave his girlfriend, a younger woman from the Philippines who refuses to let me into their house now after stating several times her extreme hatred of me. I think that answers enough. I really don't think I want to go into anymore detail. I hate even sounding like I'm looking for a pity party. Believe me I'm not. ^-^ I'd just be glad to get some e-mail from the people who at least used to read my stories. I'm going to really try to start again. I hope this story isn't horrible.