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1. Worried

This takes place one day after Bella was hanging out with Jacob with no creepy werewolf stuff- just human friends. He is driving her home in his Volkswagen. Alice never came back and Edward never went to Italy.

Worried

"Man Bella! I really thought you were going to chicken out and run home crying," a wide grin with a hint of smugness flashed across his face, his teeth glistening in the setting sun. Almost like his skin would have…

"Bella?" I guess he caught me zoning out.

"What Jacob?" I said the words a little sharper than I intended. I saw that my harsh words had caught him off guard. "Sorry, Jake. What about me chickening out?" he chuckled at my choice of words.

"I thought you were going to chicken out, but you jumped off that cliff without thinking! It was like something was pulling you toward the edge of the drop."

"Well Jacob, maybe I'm fearless!" I was surprised at my self for turning the cold, hard truth into a joke. There was something pulling me off the cliff. I had gone too long without one of my hallucinations. I needed to hear his voice.

"Bella!" Darn! I have to stop this zoning out!

"Huh? Sorry Jake, I guess I'm a little tired."

"Well then, I guess it's a good thing you're home. That's what I was trying to tell you." His face was crossed between humorous and confused, but his eyes were soft. Why did he do this to me every time the day ended?! He made me feel almost guilty that I only loved him as a brother. I couldn't feel this way about him, not while my heart was not even with me. "I'll go ahead and go inside with you. I want to say "hi" to Charlie.

"Are you sure it's not to make sure I don't pass out as soon as I close the door?"

"That too!" I knew him too well.

We walked up the familiar dirt path to the door in silence. When I was with Jacob, it was never awkward being silent. It gave me time to think. He knew me too well too. He knew that I liked the quiet, so he gave it to me. But a part of me was saying something's wrong. My imagination was running wild here. Maybe I am going to pass out as soon as I go inside. Oh please! I thought, I'm just a little tired.

Something was off though. Jacob would usually walk me to the door rambling about what we did. He was often more enthusiastic than Mike! He would never leave the last few minutes of the day silent. He would just walk me to the door, give me a scorching hug and race back to his car before the rain could get him too wet. He would talk to Charlie occasionally, but never just "hi". I peeked up at him and his face was almost disgusted. Now I was defiantly worried.

"Jake," I mumbled, about to ask him what was wrong, but I felt that might be too much. "I had a great time today. It was fun being humans again."

"You are human Bella," he chuckled once and abruptly stopped mid-laugh. "I had fun too. You really did surprise me today. I was almost hoping you would get scared and have me carry you to my house." He laughed again, this time more loose and natural. He reached for the door with his free hand- his other one was wrapped around my waist.

No. I had to know what was wrong with him. I stopped him right before he turned the knob, by ramming my hand at his. I will get a bruise sometime tonight. It would be too late to ask him with Charlie around.

"Whoa, dramatic much?"

"Sorry Jake, I just have to know what's wrong with you! You never walk me to the door speechless and you never just say 'hi' to Charlie and, and, and you're scaring me!"

"I guess I'm just tired too, that's all." Liar!

"Jake, I might just be the easiest person in Forks to fool, and that didn't even trick me one bit. Now really, what's going on? Is it the pack? Can you hear them howl or something? Is it me? Is it Charlie? Is it Billy? It is Billy isn't it!" I just jumped to a random conclusion to make him finally tell me what was bothering him. I knew him much too well. "Jake I told you that you and Billy love each other and you shouldn't fight with him. He's your father and-"

"Bella! It's not Billy okay! I just have a lot on my mind. I just became a wolf and me and Billy aren't exactly at our closest, and I and just don't really know how to take it all in. I promise you, you will know everything soon enough." Soon enough? What didn't I already know? He was keeping something from me and it was big. Something he didn't want me to know, right now anyways. My heart sped up and my breathing became uncontrollably fast. "Bella don't loose it! Calm down okay honey," the oddest expression flashed on his face when he said "honey". "Bella just calm down, everything is fine. I promise you you'll know everything in about ten minutes or so. Okay honey? I think it will be best for me to just go right now. I don't think I can handle any more." All I could do was nod. He gave me a quick hug and ran at an inhuman speed. What could he not handle here? I opened the door and smelled ham and sausage.

"Hi dad," I called out to Charlie, who was lounging on the couch watching a baseball game.

"Oh hey Bells. You hungry? I ordered pizza."

"No thanks, I uh ate out with Jacob. I paid for mine, don't worry. I'm just gonna go to bed. I'm beat." I honestly didn't think I could handle any thing to eat right now.

"'Kay, night Bella. I'm going fishing tomorrow with Harry so I won't be here in the morning." I don't care right now dad, I said in my mind.

I sluggishly made it up the stairs breathing harder on every one. I wasn't exactly tired, just overwhelmed. I was still hyperventilating from Jacob's mysteriousness. By the time I made it to my door I couldn't feel my lunges. I was getting air, I just didn't benefit from it. In, out, in, out, in, out. I just repeated to myself until my breathing was somewhat even. When I opened the door, what I saw had my breath speed up right back up again. My room started spinning and everything turned black. I was out before my head hit the floor.