Panda: Oh. My. God. I have gotten more inspiration for my growing list of stories. I have finished Inseparable, the sequel to that, and writing the sequel to that and another story! Plus this one. My brain is just exploding with ideas.
Nick: That's a good thing as long as your brain doesn't explode on me. EW.
Joe: Nick…that was an expression. Anyway we have a special guest… please welcome Nicole Anderson!!!!!!
Nicole: Thanks it's great to be in Panda's monologue.
Panda: Um…thanks. But an awesome monologue right?
Nicole: …Yes?
Panda: *sadness*
Nick, Joe, and Kevin: *hugs Panda*
Panda: Aw thanks now I feel better.
Chapter 1 Nick's POV
My heart bleeds for one thing. Being a mistake in this world. You made me drift away for reasons cannot explain. Please don't do it again. My scar is one that no one cannot see, that is imaginary, but the pain is real. For the sake of me, just be nice. Now I bleed my life away and it's your entire fault. Goodbye.
I wrote these words in my journal because quite frankly sucks. Yeah I had the fame, the fortune, but still it never fully satisfied. My brothers (including Frankie) loved me dearly, but something in my life was wrong. But I just couldn't put my finger on it. The fans scream everywhere I go, but running down the streets doesn't feel the same as they used to be. My phone buzzed next to me a brought me right out of my thoughts. It was Macy. The text read:
I'm breaking up with you. You are such a loser and now that I'm famous I dont need you anymore. Youre a waste and nobody like you. Not even Stella, I bet your brothers fake liking you. Goodbye waste of a person.
Those words pained me, and I felt a pang of depression. Why did my life feel so unbelievably suck? I couldn't live in this world if people would just keep on hating me. I went over to my bed and pulled the security knife out of under it. I slowly wrapped my fingers around the handle, feeling, and caressing the curves of the handle. I put it just below my ribs, I took a deep breath in and I felt the knife puncture my skin. I felt my knees give out; I let out a scream of pain and collapsed on the floor with the knife in my hand and in a pool of blood.
Joe's POV
All of us were watching TV except for Nick who was upstairs "practicing" his guitar. We think he is texting Macy ever so lovingly. Everything was calm until we heard a scream coming from Nick upstairs. Kevin and I shot up from the couch and bolted up the stairs. Kevin froze in the place he stood; I came up behind Kevin to find Nick lying in a pool of blood. I screamed out in horror and rushed to his side. I felt his neck and there was no pulse. I held his body up to me getting his AB positive blood on me. I started crying and Kevin called 911 from his frozen stance. Just then Stella came in the house and at that second let out a scream through my tears. Stella came running up and screamed just as I did. All 3 of us heard the ambulance pull up, and just at that second I felt the very slight rise and fall of Nick's chest. Just then everyone in the room felt a very sudden shred of hope.
Panda: CLIFFHANGER!!!!!
Nick: How could you leave me on the floor in puddle of blood!!!!!!!!!!?????????????? Let alone leave me in Joe's arms!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?????????????
Joe: HEY!!!!
Kevin: Joe let's face it; you're not very skilled at anything. Just admit it.
Joe: Fine, but Nick is my brother, He can trust me.
Panda: Uh…whatever stops the tears? I mean I'm one of your closest friends, and I don't even trust you.
Nicole: Um…I'm with Panda on this one. Sorry Joe.
Joe: Thanks for all the support, appreciate it.
Nick: Aw, c'mon you know we love you, man.
Panda: Yeah, this is how much I love you. *kisses Nick on the lips*
Nick: Woah…that was awesome.
Joe: Sure demonstrate on Nick.
Panda: Sorry… he's sitting next to me and you are 10 inches down.
Nick: All is forgiven. *says dreamily*
Panda: Psst…I'm a little worried about Nick.
Kevin: Panda, we all are.
Nicole: True, very true. I know I didn't talk much but…Panda take it away!
Panda: UNTIL NEXT UPDATE!!!!!!!!