JPOV

After walking back from class, I felt this pang of shock and anger. It was strong.

"Jazz what's wrong?" Alice asked.

"Nothing, um go on without me. I'll meet you at the lunch room" I said. She nodded and left. I turned to the hallway and saw Bella and this other brunette with green eyes standing with her.

"Amber, I told you. I'm not like that" Bella spat through her teeth. The Amber girl smirked.

"Come on Izzy, I know you want it" she said. Izzy? Why did she call Bella Izzy? And what's 'it'? I crept closer quietly and leaned against the lockers listening to their conversation. Even though Bella's scent is mouthwatering, I put those thoughts aside and became the protective older brother I will soon become.

"I'm not Izzy anymore. She's in Phoenix. It's Bella now, and just because I want it doesn't mean I'll give into it" she said. Amber crossed her arms and looked at Bella.

"Ok Bella" she said emphasizing 'Bella', "you may not want it now, but when you do, come looking for me. I'm sure we can arrange something later. Bye Izzy. Love you!" she smiled and blew a kiss Bella's way. I pretended to act as if one of the lockers was mine and waited until she was in the lunch room.

"Oh, and Izzy? Razor's here" she winked and walked past me.

"Fuck!" I heard Bella yell and she fell against the lockers. Ok, something's not right. Bella never curses except the occasional damn it, but that's when her clumsy side shows.

"Bella?" I asked and I walked over now standing beside her. She was giving off worry, and her heart was going faster.

"Oh, hi Jasper" she smiled fakely.

"What just happened?" I asked.

"Nothing, come on they're waiting for us" she said. I grabbed her around the waist and pulled her back towards me. She stared at me shocked.

"Come on, let's go outside. I want to talk to you" I said. She gave off worry again, but went anyway.

"Don't worry, I won't bite. I just want to talk. I would never hurt you" I assured her. She looked at me warily and followed me out the doors. There were tables outside when it wasn't raining and when people wanted to eat out here.

"Alright, so what just happened with that Amber girl?" I asked. Bella looked at me.

"Nothing. She's just someone I know" Bella lied. I snorted, she was horrible at lying.

"Don't lie to me. Anything you say here stay here" I said. She nodded and looked through the window at our curious family. Edward was more worried that I would kill her. I rolled my eyes.

I'm not going to kill your fiancé. Who happens to be my new sister. I said mentally. He grimaced and just kept staring.

Can you hear us talking? I asked again. He got frustrated and shook his head. I smiled and recited the 500 page book on the civil war in my head. He sighed frustrated and turned his attention to the family.

"Can he hear you?" she asked worried. I shook my head.

"No, he can't. He can't read you, or me. So no lying, leaving anything out, or not talking. You tell me the complete truth" I said. She held her breath and let it out in a big gush, looking at the ground.

"Ok I moved here last year" she said. I rolled my eyes. We all know this.

"From the beginning" I said. she nodded.

"Ok, when I was 13 my mom met Phil. Ok I know how I said that he's a really nice guy, he's good for Renee, and is a good step-father. Well I didn't believe that, so I got jealous. I got jealous, that my mom had someone else more important than me. Well that's what I thought. So I rebelled against her. I talked to Amber. She was the school druggie. I asked her if I could hang out with her, and she at first was a little hesitant, but warmed up to me. I changed my look to match hers, which was the shortest shorts possible, black tight tube tops, and loads of make-up." she said and took a breath.

"The first we hung out together, we went shopping. She paid for everything with stolen money. Which was over 200 hundred dollars. She didn't tell me where she got it from. While we were out, I got my ears pierced, my nose stuff, and a belly button ring" she said and lifted up her shirt to show the ring. It was a needle looking thing with studs on the ends through her belly button, "my nose is on the other side. It's still there but, not really big. I managed to hide it from Edward by powdering my nose. I use a lot of powder. I'm surprised I pulled it off. Anyway, my mom was too bust to notice. I thought that she would notice, but she didn't" Bella continued a few tears slipping off her cheeks, as she wiped them away furiously.

"after that, we started hanging out together a lot and people mistook us for sisters, with our brown eyes and hair. The way we dressed, and interacted with another. I started wearing hook heels, as I call them. Don't tell Alice" she said. I nodded as she continued, "we got into clubs, danced. I lost my innocence, as I say, when I was 14. I wasn't raped, I was equally as responsible. The guy was, I think, 19 or 20. I celebrated with Amber who lost hers when she was 13. We got to my house and she had something in her purse. It was heroin. We were drunk, and shot up. It felt so good. We did every Friday, after school in my bathroom. She got from her brother, who she paid money to get it. He shot up too, and his name was Xuna, as we called him. he supplied us. Soon, I was exactly like her. we wore skimpy clothing, stole, did drugs, and were drinking. Not exactly what I thought I would become. I got my tongue pierced, too. Since Edward doesn't go farther than just lips, we don't really make out. I'm getting it removed. We both liked to dress up. I remember inhaling, and then not waking up. Amber got freaked out, and it took a few minutes for her to wake me up" she sniffed and ran her hand through her hair.

"well I woke up to her tapping me on my face. I didn't do that again. but a month after that I over dosed. On heroin of course. It still didn't stop me from being who I was. I just became sick, and got over it. I still did it of course, because of the addiction. I hooked up with Razor" she said. I felt my eyes grow at her.

"He was so sweet. I loved him. We were a perfect match. We were so happy, and then he moved. To Massachusetts. I saw my moms scrap supplies on the kitchen table. I took the scissors and cut myself. So then I started cutting. Amber helped me get over that. But when you do that, it feels like you're numb. Like all the pain is going away. I loved it. It numbed the pain, Razor caused by leaving.

"Well when it was my 17th birthday, my mom surprised me by saying she's getting married to Phil. I lost it. I yelled, screamed, threw things, and cussed her out. She got offensive and asked me what was wrong. She held me on my bed while I cried and told her the whole story. She cried with me and held me. I wanted a fresh start, so without telling anybody, I moved here. That was Amber, who I yelled at in the hallway. Razor is here too. I just don't know what to do! I have a pack of heroin and syringe in my closet. I don't use it. But I might. And I'm scared!" she sobbed and I opened my arms as she cried.

"Bella, I'm so sorry this happened to you" I said. She sniffed and sat up. Her eyes were red from crying as she laughed for no reason and wiped her eyes.

"It's ok. I just to deal with it. I'll get it out of there" she assured. I nodded.

"You need to go home" I said. Her eyes widened and she shook her head.

"No! I can't! Charlie! He'll be so disappointed I'm crying about it!" she said;

"I meant our house" I smirked

"Oh" she said. I nodded.

"Come on, let's go inside" I said.

"Alright, I'm going to the bathroom the wash off my face" she said and got up. I nodded and came through the doors to out table.

"What is going on?" Edward asked worriedly and looked to where Bella came in and walked out to the bathroom.

"Just going to the bathroom. She'll be fine" I said.

"I'm going to check on her" Alice said and got up.

"Sweetie, she'll be fine. Trust me!" I said and grabbed her waist then put her on my lap. She made a face and relaxed.

"Alright" she said. I smiled and kissed her cheek. Bella came back, her face fresh, but she looked mad.

"She's in there. Doing it" she whispered to me and nodded. Oh god, Amber was in there shooting up.

"Izzy!" I heard a guy shout and he came towards us. He had short black hair, with brown eyes, a soft expression, his skin was tanned since he lived in Arizona, and his was tall and his muscles shown through his tight maroon shirt. He had jeans on, and black vans. His nose had a ring, and his nose had a stud.

Bella's eyes widened as she hid her face on her arm.

"Izzy?" he asked coming closer. Bella looked up and his face was shocked.

"Hi" Bella said and stood up. everyone in the cafeteria were watching.

"Get back to your own business!" I yelled at them. They seemed startled but turned their backs and it was normal again.

"Hey Razor" she said.

"You look…different. Where are the shorts, the black tank top, heels? Your not wearing make-up, your hair isn't long as it was. At least you have your piercings still? What about your belly button ring?" he asked and lifted up her shirt. Everyone gasped and Rose glared at him but Emmett kept her in her seat. Edward looked like he could murder some one. Bella didn't seem surprised as she pulled her shirt down. Edward looked at her with hurt in his eyes.

Not what you think. Let Bella explain at the house. I thought in defendance of my new sister.

"Yup still there" he smiled and gave her a hug and a kiss on the temple. Bella stiffened.

"Iz, what's wrong?" he asked and let go.

"Razor, I'm different. I've changed. Um, my mom found out. She sent me here, and I don't shoot up anymore, um I dress less slutty, and I have a new boyfriend" she said. Razor's eyes got sad. Edward and everyone else looked at Razor with confused and shocked looks on their faced.

"Um, I'll talk to you later. Here call me so we can talk" he said, slipped a number on the table, and walked to a table. Amber was at the table with a lot of people who were listening to this Razor guy intently. They looked at Bella.

"Fuck fuck fuckity fuck!" she said. everyone's eyes widened at her. Edward looked at her his mouth agape.

"Bella? What's happening to you? It's like I don't even know you!" Edward said. Bella looked at him.

"I'll explain to you later" she said.

"Um, Rose can you drive me to my house. I want to get something" she said.

"What is it?" Rose asked.

"My Bad Bella box" she said.

"It has the clothes, the heroin, the make up, pictures, everything" she told me. My family's eyes grew bigger and Edward stared at Bella.

"Heroin?" he asked like he couldn't believe her. Bella looked at the table.

"I told you I would talk to you later!" she said.

"Jasper!" he hissed. I looked to the table.

"She'll talk to you later" I said.

"You better" Rose spat Bella's way. Bella's eyes watered as her lip quivered. Edward pulled her into his arms and looked at Rose. Bella cried silently into Edward's shirt.

Just a new idea. It's only going to be like 3 chapters but I just had to do this someway. Anyway R&R!!!!!!

You know I'm adorable

Elizabeth