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Stay in Love
She looked out the window and saw the night sky, a remembrance of what happened two years ago pained her chest and she felt tears well up in her eyes. She wiped them away with a swift motion of her hand, but the pain didn't subside, it only grew, making her bite her lip in order to keep the tears from forming.
She walked outside and leaned on the door, the cool fall air briskly hitting her face. She couldn't help as the warm tears slid down her cold face. Crossing her arms she leaned on the balcony railing and sighed.
With each beat of her heart the pain seemed to grow. She couldn't help but go back to that night...
It was never supposed to happen...
He was supposed to love her...
She took a deep breath to try and calm down without much success. Her mind mind went back to that day two years ago.
She was visiting from France...
Hoping she would see him...
He had kissed her a year before promising her he'd love her forever, and no one else could replace her.
She had walked into his dorm to find him kissing Quinn, and telling her he'd love her forever.
Since then every night she'd go out on that balcony and remember that. He had noticed her later that day, when he wast the last person she wanted to see.
Every time she saw his face it caused her pain and grief...
She should have known better...
Quinn wasn't the bad person here, she didn't know he promised that to her...
It was him...
He knew, he remembered but gave up...
She always tried to let go after that, but found it harder than you might think...
She kept a picture of him on her nightstand...
She fell asleep to it every night, and woke up to it every morning...
It hurt her, but there was nothing she could do...
She didn't want to let go...
He made her feel special...
What they had was magical...
Right out of a fairytale...
A fairytale that all came crumbling down once she left him...
She looked up at he moon and how bright it was, night was her favorite part of the day.
The black sky swallowed up the daytime and looked so peaceful and calm.
She looked over at the Eiffel Tower...
She looked out there every night...
Taking another deep breath, she saw her breath and decided to head inside...
The crisp air growing frigid and cold...
He let her down so many times...
He made her cry every night for two years straight...
Even on her birthday...
Thats how much he meant to her...
Thats how broken she was...
She was used to crying...
She was still waiting though, for the day that her tears would stop, and a smile would occupy her face instead...
She hadn't smiled in two years...
He made her smile...
He made her feel safe and comfortable...
A year of tightly laced love, fights, and comfort came undone in a matter of seconds with a few words...
That's what she hated the most...
But she also hated that he never even called her...
Not even once...
She dangled her head and changed into her pajamas...
Sure she was angry, but she realized that anger won't do anything when he's not even on the same continent as her...
She checked her phone, she knew he wouldn't call, but she always had hope...
Maybe if she saw him again she'd put two years of anger and tears to use and tell him how he'd managed to break her...
How fragile he had made this once strong girl...
Wiping her tears for the last time, she shut off the light, submerging the room into darkness...
Just the way she liked it...
She closed her eyes and dreamed about him...
Because the truth is Logan Reese...
Dana Cruz has always been in love with you, and probably...
Always will be...
Wow, deep...never knew I could write this deep lol. Well, tell me what you think...and if you liked it...preferably in a review...
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-Talar