Well this is my first Bella story. I just had a cool idea so I wrote it. I WILL not continue on this story if I don't hear that people actually like it. So review if you want to hear more. I'll try to update soon.

I don't own Twilight!

Laying in my bed trying to get to sleep, my mind wanders around my brain, searching for thoughts that would make me forget about the "wonderful" day I was going to have the next day. My mind stops on the thoughts I didn't want to have to think about.

It's been about five years since the Cullens left. I tried to move on in life, but everything was too hard. Edward, or any of the Cullens as a matter of fact, never came back for even a visit and I never got on 'stickin letter.

I tried to forget them by doing horrible things, like… Well first of all I started going out with Jacob. Everything was great and fine, until he imprinted. Now I know how Leah felt…pathetic.

So after my Jacob/Bella relationship didn't work out as well, I was proposed to by Mike. Of course stupid old me said yes, and now I am walking down the aisle…wonderful.

Finally I fell into a deep sleep. First all I could see were swirling colors, dancing about making waves in my brain. Soon the colors swirled together and became an utterly beautiful face. At first I screamed for it to go away, I had made myself stop thinking about him for so long, but I soon stopped screaming. This beautiful face wasn't the face of Edward; it was the face of an even more beautiful person. I don't know how that could be, I always thought Edward as the most beautiful thing alive, I must've been wrong.

This mans face was as pale as Edward's and it too glistened in the sun. But he had dirty blonde hair and beautiful red eyes. Whenever I remembered James red eyes, I always saw them as a evil, menacing thing but this mans eyes wanted me to walk closer to him, to touch his face with my hands.

"Bella," the man said as he walked toward me. I followed his led but didn't answer him in return. The man stopped walking and smiled a sweet smile, showing his perfectly white teeth.

"Don't be afraid love," the man whispered, I smiled. The man took my hand gently and pulled me toward him, rapping his marble arms around me.

"You'll be mine soon," he whispered in my ear and disappeared.

I woke up then, my heart beating furiously and sweat rolling down my forehead. Why was that happening, my dream wasn't frightening, it was calming.

"Bella, honey, time to wake up. It's your big day," my father called from the other side of the door. No, I thought, it wasn't my big day. I wasn't going to marry Mike.

I silently walked toward my door and locked it. After the easy part was done I, again silently, slipped out of my jimjams and into some comfortable, warm sweats. I then got together everything I could, into a runsack and small handbag. I also got my car keys and all the money I had saved up for college after marriage.

Soon I slid out of my window and carefully onto the ground. I had to be grateful that Jacob had built me a faster, quieter car, or else I wouldn't be able to get away. Soon I was on the highway, not knowing where to go or what to do. Why did I even leave? I wondered. The image of the beautiful man came into my mind.

"Oh," I said out loud, not caring. I probably was going crazy, so why couldn't I add talking to myself to the list.

Soon I was in Olympia, I had to stop for gas, and I found a small little motel. As I walked into the motel I noticed a car that didn't belong. A Lexus. It was the type of car the Cullens would drive. My heart sped.

I slowly walked inside the small motel and stopped at the receptionist's deck.

"May I help you?" The lady whose nameplate read, Martha, said. I was about to say, "Yes. A room for one," when a voice I faintly remembered answered for me.

"Give us one moment," the man said. I looked up at him and he smiled, just like in my dream. Martha nodded and smiled. The man put his hand lightly on the small of my back and led me outside. I was speechless.

"Hello Bella," the man said. I stared up at him, my mouth hanging open. I was unable to speak.

"My name is Joshua, I've been searching for you for awhile." Finally I was able to speak.

"I, I saw you in my dreams last night," I stuttered, staring deeply into his deep ruby eyes. Joshua laughed, combing his fingers through his hair.

"Yes, you should have. You are aware of vampires I hear?" I nodded, confused at what he was trying to get at.

"Well then you should know that some of us are able to do special little…tricks." Again I nodded. Still to stunned by this man.

"Well that's my trick, power. I can go into people's dreams and make them see what I want them to see." Joshua smiled and put his hand on my shoulder, and of course he was cold.

"Well, how about you don't stay at this Inn, come back to my place. I'll protect you." I felt like I was hypnotized by him, and of course I followed. Once again I got my voice back.

"You aren't going to, uh, drink me?" I asked stopping. Joshua laughed again.

"I don't think I could live with myself if I did. You're too unique." I smiled and followed Joshua towards his car.

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