Hey everyone. This is my second fic, but my first fanfiction for cardcaptors.
It has the pairing of Touya and Annie (OC) .
So please read and enjoy and review.
Disclaimer – As much as it saddens me, I don't own Cardcaptor Sakura (frown). But I do own the song in the end.
Yukito and I were patiently waiting at the airport. His cousin, Annie was going to arrive today. A few minutes later, I saw her for the first time.
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She looked beautiful. Her hair was a soft brown and it hung on her back, shining. Yukito told me he couldn't believe that she had grown up so much in such a short time. I couldn't believe it either. She was too perfect.
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She moved in with us. She was fun and understanding. She would always come up with ways to lift everyone's mood. We became good friends just like that.
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We didn't know how time escaped us. It was the end of the university year. Yukito told me the surprising news that she would be coming back home to Tomoeda too. I felt happy, but I didn't know why.
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She and kaijuu became good friends. More like the sister she never had. She supported the gaki too. Whenever he came around, she would act totally cool until she pushed him into a room where sakura and he would be all from my troubling glare.
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She would laugh at my complaints and tell me she was jealous of sakura. She always had a loving brother and a great boyfriend, both who were so dedicated to her. She was an orphan and she only had yukito now. But still she was happy. And for the first time I think I saw pain in her eyes.
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We came back to the university. We were all excited at the thought of a new fun filled year. But fate had something else in store.
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Yukito had an accident, a month after we came back. He was rushed to the hospital, but he didn't make it. That was the first time I saw her break down. The night before the funeral, she shut herself in her room. She cried her eyes out. I wanted to comfort her, to hold her in my arms and take away all her pains. But she didn't let me in. I knew yukito was her last family. He had been taken away too.
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She showed me her strong side too. The day of his funeral, she didn't cry at all. She had steeled herself. I told her to let it out. She told me, he always wanted her to smile. Not crying was the best she could do for now. She also told me that I was hurt more than her. I had lost my best friend, almost as bad as losing a brother. She was being strong for me.
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She was never herself. She smiled as warm as the sun, brought happiness to us all. But I could see it behind her façade. A part of her heart had gone with yukito. Never to return.
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Two months later, a good news came. Sakura and gaki had decided to get married. Annie was delighted. She wanted to rush to tomoeda straight away to help in the preparations.
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The marriage ended peacefully. Annie, that night for a while had been her old self. She was happy for sakura and syaoran. I was happy too, more so for her. She had regained her happiness through sakura. Her perfect cheer spreading smile had returned. Seeing her smile return I had realized. I loved her.
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I became truly lonely. Kaijuu was gone. Atleast she was happy with the gaki. Annie sensed this. She broke through my strong outer self to reach my heart and tell me that she was always there.
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She always was. One night, I drank too much. I broke down in front of her. She held me in her arms and comforted me. I felt warm in her arms. She was the one thing that filled me. I wanted to fill her too. I really loved her.
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My feelings for her continued growing strong. It did so more by the passing day. She taught me how to dance. Under our beloved sakura tree. Dancing with her made me feel like I was on the clouds. I never felt lonely again. I had her.
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I dreamt of her all the time. In one dream we almost kissed. I still remember the dream. She looked beautiful as always and I couldn't resist taking her beautiful face in my hands. My forehead rested on her forehead. I closed my eyes and let my lips rest on hers. I couldn't describe the feeling I had. I couldn't describe how much I wanted her, how much I loved her.
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I was going to tell her on this Saturday, when she would come back from work. I couldn't wait I decided to tell her then and there itself. So I picked up my coat and left.
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I arrived in front of a restaurant where there was a lot of commotion. I saw an accident had taken place. Annie was lying on the road. She had bin hit by a car that had most probably gotten away by now. She was dieing, she told she didn't want it to end this way. She told me she always wanted to see me smile. She told me too be happy. I held her hand all the way through. She died holding my hand. I couldn't do anything to save her. I never got a chance to tell her.
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All the light had gone from my world. She was gone.
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I used to stand and see
Into her eyes in front of me
I wished to run my hand through her hair
And she would continue to stare.
I wished to caress her cheek
My knees were always bleak
I wished to brush her lips
With a quick kiss
Now she's gone
She left before she could say good bye
Evrytime I would feel alone
She would always be by my side
She was perfect
Too perfect to live
How those words came true
She died before I could say I love you
Before I was in the dark
I couldn't see the light
She brought warm rays of hope
Rays of hope into my sight
It didn't take long
For me to know where I belong
In my mind I could always see
You and me holding hands under our tree
Just sitting ther and she would be smiling at me.
Now she's gone
She left before she could say good bye
Evrytime I would feel alone
She would always be by my side
She was perfect
Too perfect to live
How those words came true
She died before I could say I love you
She had a thousand watt smile
And a million dollar beauty
She could really bring out
The guy hidden in me
Once when I went out at night
I came by an accident sight
She was holding my hand
She said she was sorry for this end
Now she's gone
She left before she could say good bye
Evrytime I would feel alone
She would always be by my side
She was perfect
Too perfect to live
How those words came true
She died before I could say I love you
Now I sit alone in the dark
My hand stretches out to you…
I want to find your light, the one
Your death took away from my sight.
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She was gone. She died before I could say I love you
How was it? If you want me too expand the story more, please review! I hope you liked my song. It's titled ' Before I could Say I Love You'