What went wrong with us?

Chapter 1

They got divorced 2 weeks ago. They weren`t AddisonandDerek anymore. Since a week she feels sick. She is nauseaus all the time and she vomited a few times. She just peed on a stick and it turned out that she was pregnant.

It had to be Dereks. It couldn`t be Marks, it was too early for those pregnancy symtomes if the baby would be Marks.

"What did you do now Addison? Being pregnant with your ex-husbands baby isn`t exactly good! Damn!" she went to the phone to call her OB/GYN and made an appointment for the next day. She needed to be 100 % sure that it`s Dereks baby befor she would tell him.

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The next day she went to the doctors practice. She was nervous. The pregnancy was just another proof for how crappy her life is.

"Dr. Montgomery" she heard the receptionist call her name.

"That`s me" she replied.

"Okay exam room 2" she told her and showed her the way.

"Hi, what can I do for you Dr. Montgomery" Dr. Carter asked her.

"I think I`m pregnant. No actually I`m sure I`m pregnant, I just need to know how far along I am" she told the doctor.

"Okay, I think we should do some bloodwork and if the test is positive we`re going to do an ultrasound. The results should be back in a few hours" He took her blood and gave it to a nurse.

"So if you want me to I can call you when I have the results back, or we can make an appointment for tomorrow" he suggested.

"It would be great if you could call me, I have the day off have to work early tomorrow morning" she explained him.

Dr. Carter promised Addie to call her as imediatilly when the results are back and called her at 5 pm.

"So dr. Montgomery your pregnancy test is indeed positive. And it looks like you`re about 5 weeks along" he told her the test results.

"Oh god" she was happy, she always wanted to be a mother, but she just didn`t know why this had to happen now. Derek had almost 16 years time to knock her up and now he knocked her up just befor they got divorced. This was just great.

"Are you all right?" Dr. Carter asked.

"Yeah it`s just, don`t get me wrong, I do want this baby, I always wanted children. It`s just that I just got divorced 2 weeks ago from the babys father. This is just great" She had a hard time to fight back the tears but was successful. She wouldn`t cry infront of her docter.

"Oh I am sorry. But you can do this" he tried to convince her.

"Can we just do the ultrasound please?" she asked, she had to leave the practice as soon as possible so she could allow her tears to fall.

"Sure. So this could be a little cold" Addison chuckled.

"There is the heartbeat. Everything looks good. And you`re indeed 5 weeks along" she said as she saw Addison smiling at the screen where she just saw her baby for the first time.

"Thanks" Addison said to her.

"You should come back in 4 weeks so we can make sure everything is okay" she explained to Addison. She definitely had no idea who she was talking to and Addison was glad. She liked being treatend like every other woman.

"Okay I`ll see you in 4 weeks then" she said and left the practice. Now I just have to talk to Derek.

She decided to tell Derek the next day at the hospital.

She had to talk to someone about it, she needed someone to tell her everything would be okay.

"Hello" came Sevis voice out of the earphone.
"Hey Sevi" Addison answerd "How are you?"

"I`m great Addie. Me and Weiss decided to adopt Addie. This is so exciting" she could hear her best friends happy voice. Actually she planned to tell her about the mess she is in but she didn`t want to destroy her happiness. She earns it more then everyone else. But she couldn`t hold back a sob.

"Addie? What is wrong?. I can hear your sobbs. Don`t you dear try to hide it." she told her with her caring soft voice. Addison never showed her emotions.

"Well, I`m pregnant" now she couldn´t stop sobbing.

"But Addison, this is great, isn`t it? That`s what you always wanted" Savi replied.

"It wou-would be gr-great if I wouldn`t have divorced my babies father two weeks ago" she said between her sobbs.

"Ohh sweetie, I am so sorry. Is there anything I can do for you? Do you want me to visit or do you want to come to New York?" she asked her hoping she would her allow to come to Seattle.

"I really appreaciate your offer, but you don`t have to fly out here, I just wanted to talk to my best friend" she replied. She got her sobbs under controle by now.

"Okay but if you need me, you have to promise me that you call. All right?" she asked her worried.

"Promise"

"Addie you can do this! You are strong, you can be a single mother!" Savi tried to convince her friend.

"I´m sure I can do this. I am a double bored neonatal surgen and OB/GYN. I can do this alone, but I don`t want to have to do this alone!" Tears were now streaming down her face again.

"Ohh Adds I am so sorry. I`ll come to Seattle as soon as I can okay?" she waited for an answer.

"Savi, you really don`t have to come!" Addison replied.

"I know, but I want to be there for you. Okay?" she asked her again.

"Okay. Thank you"

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to be continued…

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