AN: so this is my first in a lot of things. My first BSG fanfiction. My first Kara/Adama. My first posted fic on here since July 07. It's a lot of firsts so I hope you all like it :)
Kara doesn't like it
Kara doesn't like it.
Doesn't like how at times she can look at The Old Man and see all this love and devotion and want him so deeply.
She doesn't like how Lee will fail at something and all she can think was how many times better his father could have done.
She doesn't like that she called out Lee's name with Baltar, and The Old Man's with Lee.
She doesn't like how she crawls into her rack at the end of a long day and can only think of her commander and what it would feel like to have him lying next to her.
She doesn't like how many, and even at times herself, view their relationship as more of a father/daughter than anything else.
What she really doesn't like is she knows nothing is ever going to happen.
She will marry Lee, The Old Man will marry the president, and the man she loves will not be the man she is with.