She really doesn't understand.
She thinks it is Harry I want. It's not.
She thinks I want to take Harry away from her. Doesn't she realise that I want to take her away from Harry? That I want to hold her and kiss her and show her how much I truly, really care.
I wanted to spend as much time as I could at my sister's wedding with her. After all, it was her brother getting married too. But she kept giving me dirty looks, and moving away from me. And afterwards, I tried to speak to her, to tell her before Maman took me back to France, but she pretended I wasn't there. It's not like she didn't know, she just chose to ignore me.
And now, I'm stuck here in France, and she's in terrible danger. Just being there means she could be killed. And if she's with Harry, then He will go after her as well.
And I don't know how to tell her how much I love her.
Je l'aime. Je l'aime beaucoup. Je ne sais pas lui dire que je l'aime, et elle a juste choisi de m'ignorer. Je souhaite que j'aie t mort!
And really, truly, I wouldn't care, as long as she lives.
Mais je voudrais que... I wish that I could tell Ginny before it's too late.
I love her. I love her so much. I don't know how to tell her that I love her, and she chose to ignore me. I wish I didn't exist.
