I so am sorry for being so late to update! Well, I am happy to say that this chapter is dedicated to RaspberrySakura! Love Ya lots Hun!

Disclaimer: Since I am terrified of clowns and their threatening me to do this… I do not own Naruto or any of the other Epic Characters.

So He's My Best Friend…

Ohmygod Ohmygod OHMYGOD! I can not believe what I just saw what was that! He- I…- I must have seen it wrong right RIGHT!

To say that I was freaking out was a HUGE understatement! I was fucking shitting flapjacks (Yes I said it. And I can get away with it due to my mental state). How could my best friend be gay? Why? I mean…I have no problem with it. It just freaks me out a bit. Look, don't criticize me. How would you feel if you found your male best friend kissing another dude?

How Do I deal with it? My head can't seem to stop replaying that scene over and over and over and over and… Yeah. Right now I just want to scream cry and drink myself to oblivion all at the same time. Don't judge me. Maybe I should call him? No... I don't want to interrupt his "date'. Wait. Even If I did call him how would he react to all of this? I can't just simply walk up to him and be all "Hey Naruto! Nice day, I love this weather. Oh by the way do you happen to be gay?" No, that will simply not work. Maybe I sho-What's that? It sounds familiar. Is it … Oh my ring tone!

I run over to my phone to see who it is. Naruto. Should I answer? Maybe…Yes.

"Hello", I ask as normal as possible.

"Hey Teme!" , He shouts excitingly.

"Oh, what's up Naruto?"

"Well I decided to call and tell you how my date went"

"Oh, that's great", I say nervously.

"Oi, are you okay Sasuke? You sound kind of... anxious?"

"Oh, I-I'm just great!"

Damnit did I just stutter? No. Now I seem obvious. Quick Sasuke! Think, think.

"Uh… Naruto! I have to go my, um, grandma wants a sponge bath!" Sponge bath! Grandma?

"Um okay Sasuke. I'll tell you later about my date. Tell your grandma that I said … Wait you don't have a grand-"

"Uh, Bye Naruto!", I said hastily.

I quickly turn off my phone and lay back on my bed. How awkward was that? How do I explain that to him? Oh well. I'll wait until the time comes. Until then I think that I'm going to take a nap. This is too much to handle all at once.

Naruto POV

"Well, that was weird." Sasuke was acting weird when I called him. I hope he isn't mad at me for what happened earlier today. I mean I wish I could tell him that I was…gay. But I don't know how he will react! I don't want him to hate me. I wouldn't be able to live with that. Maybe, maybe not. Tell him, don't tell him. Honest, lie. Ugh! There are just too may options to choose from. But he is my best friend. But that is exactly why I can't tell him. I run my hand through my hair out of aggravation. Why can't this be any easier? I just wish that I could see what he would think when I tell him…If I tell him.

"You stupid bastard". I felt a hot tear trail down my face. I tried to hold the rest back but they just kept coming like a liquid inferno sliding down my face. I can't take this anymore. I am so tired of keeping this secret from Sasuke. I hope that my Sasuke will be okay with it but I can't help but be a little nervous. Wait…MY Sasuke. No, I thought that I had made those thoughts go away! Maybe this is why I can't tell him.

I had already realized a long time ago that I had loved Sasuke but I didn't know to what extent until about a year later. I don't want to tell him and then have him call me disgusting because then I would be heartbroken. I guess I just don't want to get hurt. Again. Am I being selfish?

"I wish that this was a whole lot easier. I wish that I could tell him and have him feel the same way." I decided that maybe I needed to lie down for a bit, just to clear my mind. Before I knew it I had fallen asleep with dreams of the good and bad. Mostly the bad.

Sasuke POV

I woke up sweating. What was that? That was the first time that any dreams like that had ever shown up in a long time. I shake my head side to side trying to get rid of the images still imprinted into my head. I can not believe that I had that dream again. I mean why would I want Naruto's kisses all over me and me touching his delicious golden skin while tasting his sweet essence with his mouth connecting to mine while our hips continue to gr- Whoa! Stop the presses. That definitely wasn't supposed to show up. What is wrong with me? I –I-I can't continue to do this. Something has to happen. But I can't just avoid Naruto. He would know that something was wrong and I can only make up so many excuses. I guess I should just wait until he tells me himself. I hope he tells me soon. If he doesn't then I might just go crazy.

Naruto POV

Okay. Final decision. I am not going to tell him. I don't want to jeopardize our friendship. He would undoubtly hate me. Whew! I fell a lot better. Now I can breathe a lot easier. But for some reason I have a bad feeling in the pit of my stomach. Oh well. I won't stress over it any more than necessary.

And that is the end of chapter 3. It would have been longer but I felt like I was just dragging on forever. Plus the next chap will just pick up a couple of days after this. Let the drama begin DUN- DUN- DUN! Lol. Ha anyway please review and you all get magical cookies. Love you.

Mii-chan