Faint
| I am | | A little bit of loneliness | | A little bit of disregard | | A handful of complaints | | But I can't help the fact that everyone can see these scars | | I am | | What I want you to want | | What I want you to feel | | But it's like no matter what I do | | I can't convince you to just believe this is real |
Dear Brad,
I'm sorry about what I said last night. It was wrong of me to admit I had any feelings for you. I should have known that you wouldn't believe me, that you'd think I was insincere. Everyone else thinks that way.
| So I | | Let go watching you | | Turn your back like you always do | | Face away and pretend that I'm not | | But I'll be here coz you're all that I got |
I would leave here and go somewhere else where you wouldn't have to worry about me, where I'd be out of your life forever, but I'm with Schwarz. I'd be letting the team down.
| I can't feel | | The way I did before | | Don't turn your back on me | | I won't be ignored | | Time won't heal | | This damage anymore | | Don't turn your back on me | | I won't be ignored |
You may think this is just another plea for a bit of attention. Well, maybe it is, and maybe it isn't. But being around you sure as hell won't be the same as before! I don't like it when you ignore me, Brad. I doubt you like being ignored either.
| I am | | A little bit insecure | | A little unconfident | | Coz you don't understand | | I do what I can | | Sometimes I don't make sense | | I am | | What you never want to say | | But I've never had to doubt | | It's like no matter what I do | | I can't convince you for once just to hear me out |
All I wanted, and all I still want is a chance to show you I'm serious about my feelings. You were never one to take chances, were you, Brad? You never listen to me, no matter what I've got to say. I usually get a glare or an insult in return. You don't see how much it hurts me. Sure, I may joke about it, but it's just my way with dealing with it.
| So I | | Let go watching you | | Turn your back like you always do | | Face away and pretend I'm not | | But I'll be here coz you're all that I got |
What could have happened in your past that made you so cold and unfeeling? Trust me to want what I could never have. You've shut me off from you altogether. I can't even see what's going on in your mind, not unless I force the shields down. But why would I do that? I have no intention of hurting you. I could never do that. Not intentionally.
Put simply, you're all I have.
| I can't feel | | The way I did before | | Don't turn your back on me | | I won't be ignored | | Time won't heal | | This damage anymore | | Don't turn your back on me | | I won't be ignored |
You, and my feelings for you, are the only things that are stopping me from taking my life. Things happened in my childhood, things that would give a grown man nightmares. Only in the past year have I been able to move on. I've wanted so much to tell you everything about me, and everything I've been through, things that I've never shared with anyone else. All I want is a chance to show you who I really am.
I hope you give me that chance.
Schuldig.
| I am | | A little bit of loneliness | | A little bit of disregard | | A handful of complaints | | But I can't help the fact that everyone can see these scars | | I am | | What I want you to want | | What I want you to feel | | But it's like no matter what I do | | I can't convince you to just believe this is real |
Dear Brad,
I'm sorry about what I said last night. It was wrong of me to admit I had any feelings for you. I should have known that you wouldn't believe me, that you'd think I was insincere. Everyone else thinks that way.
| So I | | Let go watching you | | Turn your back like you always do | | Face away and pretend that I'm not | | But I'll be here coz you're all that I got |
I would leave here and go somewhere else where you wouldn't have to worry about me, where I'd be out of your life forever, but I'm with Schwarz. I'd be letting the team down.
| I can't feel | | The way I did before | | Don't turn your back on me | | I won't be ignored | | Time won't heal | | This damage anymore | | Don't turn your back on me | | I won't be ignored |
You may think this is just another plea for a bit of attention. Well, maybe it is, and maybe it isn't. But being around you sure as hell won't be the same as before! I don't like it when you ignore me, Brad. I doubt you like being ignored either.
| I am | | A little bit insecure | | A little unconfident | | Coz you don't understand | | I do what I can | | Sometimes I don't make sense | | I am | | What you never want to say | | But I've never had to doubt | | It's like no matter what I do | | I can't convince you for once just to hear me out |
All I wanted, and all I still want is a chance to show you I'm serious about my feelings. You were never one to take chances, were you, Brad? You never listen to me, no matter what I've got to say. I usually get a glare or an insult in return. You don't see how much it hurts me. Sure, I may joke about it, but it's just my way with dealing with it.
| So I | | Let go watching you | | Turn your back like you always do | | Face away and pretend I'm not | | But I'll be here coz you're all that I got |
What could have happened in your past that made you so cold and unfeeling? Trust me to want what I could never have. You've shut me off from you altogether. I can't even see what's going on in your mind, not unless I force the shields down. But why would I do that? I have no intention of hurting you. I could never do that. Not intentionally.
Put simply, you're all I have.
| I can't feel | | The way I did before | | Don't turn your back on me | | I won't be ignored | | Time won't heal | | This damage anymore | | Don't turn your back on me | | I won't be ignored |
You, and my feelings for you, are the only things that are stopping me from taking my life. Things happened in my childhood, things that would give a grown man nightmares. Only in the past year have I been able to move on. I've wanted so much to tell you everything about me, and everything I've been through, things that I've never shared with anyone else. All I want is a chance to show you who I really am.
I hope you give me that chance.
Schuldig.