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Dana Scully

All I ever wanted for as long as I could remember was William, I never wanted to have to go through what I did when I had to give my son up for adoption. I was never to know where he was or who he was with. I miss his smell, his smiles and most of all just holding him and watching him sleep. I remember that for the first couple days after I gave birth to my son, all I would do was watch him sleep and just think of how impossible his existence was, but also how I would forever question of how he can to be. I realized that for Mulder and I that it was destiny for William to be here with us, but not to physically be with us.

Mulder and I seemed to grow apart after William, but our relationship stayed the same, we are friends but we are also like a married couple. When I first walked into his office, I was there to dis-credit Mulder's work on the x-files, as well as the X-files itself. Over time, I came to see too much to disbelieve in the great unknown. Too much has happened to myself as well as Mulder, for either one of us to disbelieve.

My heart jumped so hard when Mulder said yes to help me conceive a baby, I could tell he was upset when the insemination didn't take, but he was not upset with me, only with the situation. He knew how badly I wanted to become a mother and I felt in some way he wanted to be a father as he was the last living person in his family. What I would never understand, is why he would agree to help me when it was biologically possible and easier for him to find another woman to marry and have children. In some way, I think he and I were meant to be together. From the first day I walked into his office, I felt as though I was supposed to be there with him.

The night William was conceived, neither one of us remember how I showed up at Mulder's house, but I remember the first kiss that started it all that lead to our child. I remember every emotion, every sensation, every minute of just being in his arms, and I remember felling safe. So safe enough to give myself to him completely. His strong ways of perceiving who he was to the world drifted away. He was loving, tender, strong, and he handled me like a porcelain doll that would break easily with any wrong move.

There had been a couple kisses shared between us over the first seven years of our partnership, but never anything more. I had always wished there could be more, but Mulder seamed to not want anything more or that was how he showed himself. Although he may have wanted more in our relationship, he never said anything or showed anything. The more time we had spent together, the more I wanted him all to myself, for us to not only be work partners but also life partners.

Fox Mulder

I wanted her to be mine, but I knew the things we had seen and the forces against us were great and threatening; I wanted to show Scully how much she meant to me. The night our son was conceived, I don't remember how Sully got to my apartment or when ,but I do remember kissing her wanting to show her how much I loved her and how much she meant to me. I remember how she kissed me back with such passion I felt my whole being wanting more so I took it, I took more, fearing it was just a dream. I picked up Scully took her to my room as I started to take off her shirt, stumbling with the buttons on her blouse. Scully stopped my hands looked me in the eyes and I felt my heart skip a beat as I though she was going to stop what we were starting, but instead she unbuttoned her shirt for me, as I watched I felt myself visually kissing her body wanting to remember every milometer of her body. What happened next I believe shocked us both, I picked Scully up once again and lay her down on my king sized bed. Starting to take her pants off, I could hear her mumble my name as soon as I got her pants off. I sat on my knees, on top of her mid section, kissing her from her forehead down to her bellybutton and back up to her perfect lips. Our lips never parted until Scully took my shirt off and then her white lace bra. I cupped her left breast with my hand and went back to kissing her as I slipped my hand down to her clit. I could feel every move she made, every breathless moan she would make. As I began to rub her clit, I could feel Scully becoming more moist with every circular motion I made with my fingers. When I stopped, I stood up and took off my pants, underwear, and then Scully's panties. I then went back to pleasing her with my fingers.

''Are you ok with this, Scully?'' I asked and her reply was all I needed to know, ''Please, Mulder, I need this, I need you. I want to feel you inside me.'' As I slipped inside her, I could feel her walls tighten around my cock. I remember when she had asked to me ''go deeper'', so I grabbed her shoulders, wrapping my arms behind them lifting her torso up. Scully wrapped her legs behind my back, pulling me into her as I thrust into her. Every time I could feel her start to wither, I felt myself beginning to come. I held myself back, waiting for her to reach high enough so we could climax together and when we did, it felt as if we were the only two people in the world. I lay back beside Scully and pulled her into my chest, not wanting to let her go.

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