over broken walls
This is my first time writing You're beautiful fics but ever scince I saw it I wanted to. Hope you all like it. (=^.^=) And it will become rated M in the next chapter or so.
Have you ever felt as though there is no one in the whole world who understands you, well guess what that's exactly how I feel. Right now I am going to see the person that I hate most in the whole world. After you are done reading what has happend you will know that there is no one in the world who you can trust, you are alone you can't even trust yourself because even your emotions betray you in the end. You never know when your life will just plumet into the unknown.
My name is Go Mi Nyu and I have brown hair thats short and dark brown eyes, and the guy I hate looks almost exactly identical, which I really hate the most because when I look at myself in the mirror or in a window I see him too, it's just a every day reminder of the pain that I'm going through. Even though everything was fine before I got decieved and thats not the problem though it's that I didn't notice it at all, I found something out about myself after everything that's happend though it's that that I'm very niave.
"Go Mi Nyu don't worry everything will work out fine you'll do great in Rome don't you worry that pretty little head of your's over this small matter." Mother Superior looked at me with the tenderness of an actual mother, I was happy that I had her instead of just being alone period. The reason that I'm at this orphanage is because my mother died and so did my father, my mother was a rising star and my dad was a composer that's why I have a decent voice.
"Yes mother superior, I will miss you very much good bye." As I walk away from everything that I have ever known to go into the world of undiscoverd possibilities knowing that my path in life is in God's hands and thinking that the path that he wants me to go on is to become a nun in a nunnery in Rome. My heart has never really felt full I feel as though I am missing a peice, and that I will have to go through a great deal of trouble to get that missing peice to make myself feel fufilled in my heart.
"Miss Go Nyu. You are Go Mi Nyu right. Well I need you to go with me please just come this way." Why is some strange man talking to me? telling me to follow a second how does he know my name. I look around trying to find a way to escape this very troubling prediciment hoping to avoid a scene in a very public place. When I see no possible way to escape I decide to ask him why, he looks as if he doesn't want to harm me in any way so I might as well.
" who are you? I will absolutley not folow you unless you tell me what you want. Ok. Please tell me." I really wanted to know what he had to say because as a soon to be nun I had to look for the better parts of people before judging them.
"Yes sister, I am Manager Ma, have you ever heard of the band called A. they are really popular rigth you look exactly like Go Mi Nam but he got into an incident so I've been look for a couple weeks for someone to be his replacement but no one looks enough like him. That's where you come in though, You like like him in every aspect, will you please pretend to be him for around a month? please just until he is better. I'm begging you." I couln't help but feel sympathy for the man who was begging me to pretend to someone I'm not.
"Ok I'll do it but only because you seem entirely to desperate for me to not refuse." I couldn't believe what was happening to me and here I was an hour ago thinking that I would be on a plane tp Europe to become a nun. Just what does god want me to do with my life? I think it's better not to question God's motives becuase things are turning out to be a rollercoaster in a sense.
I can't believe it my hair is so short now, and I look like a boy. I hold the picture of Mi Nam to look for the similarity's in our faces, it's unbelievable it's exactly the same and as I was informed he is exactly the same height as me. This makes me feel giddy at the prospect of having some excitment in my dull life. I feel that hole start to close up in my heart but not all the way there is still a missing ingredient me. Manager Ma will take me to meet the other three band members today and I will also meet President Ahn I am really nervous hoping that I will preform a succesful act.
It is time and my heart is beating like what seems to be 20 beats per second but that's probably just a figmant of my imagination, I know that I am just nervous and I think that they will see through this pretence. What was I thinking I can't pull this off, a bad choice this is what this was and I swear that it will never happen again.
Manager Ma and I walk into the meeting room and as I look around I gasp because of all the things I can see my eyes are drwn to the three guys in front of me, who look like angels but who knows, maybey I'm lucky enough to experience the feeling of being crazy but it's like their shining with a bright heavenly glow that won't diminish in the darkest of areas.
"Hi my name is Mi Nam nice to meet you all I hope that we can become friends." They don't answer me they just stare and I stare back at them and thats when I hear it a loud boom I look around in a daze wondering what has happend and if everything is okay. It's the blond boy, he is laughing and it's really loud that's what i expect the loud boom was.
"I can't believe how much of a girl you look like and your really short too and is your singing really as great as everyone says it is?" The nervousness pops up again when he mentions the word girl thinking that my dirty little secret has been found out but then another voice pops into my brain.
" Yes that's what I've been wondering all I hear about you is how your voice is so angelic so come with me if we don't like yourt voice your not in k?" He looks like the lead in the band so I should listen to him or else I don't doubt that there will be consequences.
I did it they accepted me, now I just have to ride the wave smoothly until the real Mi Nam comes back. As I walk into Mi Nams house I hear a bang and I jump in suprise at what I find. My brain feels as though it doesn't want to function properly anymore becuase what I see in front of me is so confusing. It's like a double me, exactly the same. There seems as though there is no difference at all this must be Mi Nam.
" You just be the guy they picked to replace me right, well they sure did do a good job if I must say so myself if I wasn't stupid I'd think you were me." His voice was almost like mine but I could tell the differences. Wait a minute did he just call me a guy wow what a big mistake he made.
" No I'm a girl not a guy I had to cut my hair just to become you for a month, right now I was just at a meeting with teh band and they accepted you so no worries, I will play my role dutifully and make sure not to mess up." He looked at me with shock but I have no clue as to why.
" You're a girl why wasn't I told?" He just kept on staring at me in wonder. " Manager Ma just got in touch with me before the meeting so he didn't have time, sorry that he did nto inform you first though." I said as he started walking closer to me and grabbed my shouldersand I stood as straight as I could not moving a muscle scared that if I did something bad would happen. " You'd better stay away from me ok I don't want to be responsible for anything happening while your here. It was like he was asking my permission to stay away so I just agreed I wonder what will happen tomorow.