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All I can do is watch,
Watch as someone I love goes through pain,
Pain that he caused,
All I can do is watch,
Nothing I do can help,
Nothing I do can make it better.
I hate him for what he did,
It was wrong, just oh so wrong.
It's his entire fault that my family is like this.
He hurt my family, and I hate him.
I hate him for what he did,
For all the pain he caused,
For not trying to fix it,
For always lying to us.
So as I sat there holding my loved one,
All I can think of is wanting to hurt him,
Hurt him as much as he hurt me and my family.
Hurt him so he would know how the pain feels.
But I can't…
No mater how much I hate him,
I will always love him in some tiny way.
That's because he was part of my family.
Like the saying goes,
"You can pick your friends, but you can't pick your family"
It's true you can't.
No mater how much I hate him,
How much I wish him dead,
How much I want to hurt him,
I cant…
I still love him in some tiny way.
But I will never show him,
Because that little tiny bit of me that still loves him,
Is the little girl still inside of me.
And no mater how much I want to,
I can never get rid of her.
I can never get rid of him.
So as I sit there holding my loved one,
Tears of sadness slid down my cheek,
Tears of nothing slid down my cheek,
Tears of hate slid down my cheek.
So as I sit there watch one of my loved one's cry,
Because of him.
So this is one of my first poems, I just thought I would upload it even if no one reviews.