Hello! GravitationInnocence here with yet another one of my stories! Please check out my other 3! I just threw this together since my journal with my other stories in it was downstairs and i didnt want to get it...so, here it is!

Disclaimer: Dont own it, never will, otherwise, the whole history of Gravitation will be tossed down the toilet in bad reputation! lol

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I couldn't stand it! It wasn't fair, I so deserved him more than anything, I was nice to him, polite to him(and politness is rare on my facter), I LOVED him, but he is to stupid to be able to tell!

I loved how he was clumsy, how he overreacted, how he was a bit giddy, everything about him was perfect!

He didn't have anyone, I bet he is a virgin, and I love him more than anything. Oh, the agony of wanting to tell him, but I cant. I just cant. I'm utterly afraid of rejection.

And what about Ayaka? I don't want her heart to break twice! Once with Yuki leaving her for a man, and another with ME leaving her for a man.

His hair, his eyes, his ARMS for christs sakes, he was perfect! Every little imperfection that was seen in others eyes was seen as a one-and only quality in mine. He's my love, that i dream about, YEARN for, that i want more than ANYTHING.

But i cant have him. Because of rejection and Ayaka. And those points will linger forever.

"Hiro? You in there!" I heard Shuichi's voice call or me.

"Ya, Shu, one sec, just gotta wash my hands!" I shouted back.

I looked at myself in the mirror, examining my face. My eyes were blotchey and red from crying. Yes, me, CRYING! Only he could make me cry, only he could break my heart into little peaces while not knowing...

I splashed warm water over my face, and left the bathroom, coming face-to-face with Shuichi.

"Common, Hiro, we gotte go upstairs ot the studio before we are late! K almost actualy shot us last time!" Shuichi cried, already up the stairs.

I took my time, not ready to face the one I loved. I wasn't ready, I couldn't take it. Everyday, facing him is worse and worse.

When i opened the door to Studio 3B my stomach did a flip. I didn't want to see that face and break down. I couldnt break Ayakas heart for a man, no matter how muc i loved. I didn't love Ayaka romanticaly, but more of a sister, more the reason not to hurt her.

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Ya, ya, its crap, i know. but still, who is this mysterious love of Hiros? R & R to find out!