So this is my first fanfiction for now it's a one shot but I think it'll be added later on to an actual fanfiction I'm writing. So Enjoy lovelies! :D
I stood there in shock. How the hell am I suppose to tell Anders this. I dropped my face in my hands and sighed. I had to tell him one way or another. "Everything okay my love?" Anders asked worried as he approached me.
"Yeah, everything is... just perfect," I replied with a sad smile.
"Well, it surely doesn't seem like that. Hawke, you know you can tell me anything. It's the least I can offer since we ran away."
"It's just... I love you so much, you know that right?"
He cupped my face and kissed me sweetly. "Of course I do, love. I love you more than anything in this world. I couldn't bare to lose you. You'll always be my one bright light in this cold dark world."
I smiled at those words. I have to tell him now. I couldn't bring myself to tell him. Would he regret those words and leave if I told him I was carrying his child? I'll tell him later, I swear. I pulled him on top of me and tugged at his coat. He froze in shock. "Um, Angel, do you... right now?"
"Does it seem like I don't want to?" I purred.
"I- I uh."
I giggled. The fact that I could still make him as nervous as the first time made my heart flutter. "I want you now, Anders," I whispered seductively.
His lips crashed into mine as he hungrily kissed me. I moaned as he pulled on a fist full of my hair. His hands trailed all over my body. I could feel my core heating up. I savored each kiss knowing that if he left this would be the last time.
Soon enough all of our clothing was off. He pushed me against the wall of the bedroom. His hands moved down over to my clit. He rubbed slowly and sweetly. Every minute of this was sweet torture. I wanted him in me. I gasped as I felt him slide a finger in and pump in fast and hard. "Anders, please," I begged.
He smiled against my lips and carried me over to the bed. He layed me down slowly and teased at the entrance. "I swear to the Maker if you keep teasing me like that I'll kill you," I joked.
"The fact that you make jokes now is too much. I love you for that."
"Oh shut up and fuck me already please."
I pulled onto me and moaned as he pumped deep inside me. He grunted as he went faster and faster. I felt my body go stiff as I moaned and came to my climax. He pumped into me a few more times before he came in me. He collapsed next to me and burried his face in my neck. "I love you, Hawke."
"I love you too, Anders."
He dozed off with his arms still around me. I tried to sleep but couldn't. I was sick with worry and didn't know how I was going to tell him.
Morning came by quickly and I hadn't slept a wink. I heard Anders yawn as he woke up." Anders, I'm pregnant," I blurted out.
"You're what?"
`"I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner I just-"
He cut me off with a kiss. "I'm glad to hear that! As a Grey Warden I never thought this could happen. And with the woman I love. This is perfect my love," he said excitedly.
All the worry washed away in an instant. Of course he'd be happy, he does love me after all. "So, what do you think we should name our child?" I asked with a smile.