This is my first songfic, something that I've wanted to try for a while.
The lyrics are from the song "Breath" by Breaking Benjamin. I think they set the mood quite nicely. This is going to be a oneshot, but if enough of you want me to continue it, I might be persuaded otherwise. I don't own the song or Twilight.
Time passed. Slowly.
I see nothing in your eyes, and the more I see the less I like
The only sound in my room was the ticking of the clock on my wall. I sat quietly on my bed, gripping the razor in my hand.
Is it over yet, in my head?
I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror, and hesitated. My hair, now dyed a jet black, hung straight around my shoulders. My eyes were dull and listless, and were rimmed with black eyeliner. My eyelids covered with dark eyeshadow.
This is what I had become.
I know nothing of your kind.
This is the kind of person I was now.
I won't reveal your evil mind.
At least, for just a little while longer.
Is it over yet?
I'm surprised that I lasted this long.
I can't win.
I raised the razor to my wrist.
So sacrifice yourself, and let me have what's left.
At this point, my mind decided to send me an image, the last thing I wanted to see.
I know that I can find the fire in your eyes.
Edward was staring at me, his eyes piercing holes through my soul.
I'm going all the way, get away, please
Well, at least he won't be able to torment me much longer.
You take the breath right out of me
I took a deep breath.
You left a hole where my heart should be.
I began to drag the blade across my skin.
You got to fight just to make it through
At that moment, the most terrifying sound I had ever heard rang in my ears. An angry growl.
The razor was ripped from my hand and flung across the room.
Two ice-cold hands gripped my face.
"How DARE you?!" he cried.
Blackness consumed me.
I will be the death of you.