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Hi everyone this is a Rin/Sesshoumaru story. I hope you like if not please don't send to many flames. And also if I get anything wrong I'm sorry.

The young lady timidly knocked on the library door. "Enter" a voice from within called out.

"My Lord your sent for me." Sesshoumaru looked up when hr heard Rin's soft voice She had grown into a beautiful woman. After all these years of her being his ward he never thought of her as being a woman to him she would always be the little who tried to take came of him after InuYasha had hit him with his sword.

"My Lord is something wrong?" Rin asked as she came closer to him.

"No Rin nothing is wrong. He looked at the book in his lap. Rin I was thinking that it is time for you to start your own family and to find your own mate." Sesshoumaru didn't look at while saying this.

"Mm My Lord what are you saying!" she could feel the tears coming to her eye's. He put his book down and stood up and walked to the window.

"I have made arrangements for you to move to the nearest human village. Where you will stay until you have found a mate or until I tell you to come home. Now I know you don't want to go but…." His voice trailed off when he heard the library door click shut. Sesshoumaru listened to her soft cries as she walked away from the library he put his head against the window. "This is going to be more hard on me then you Rin because I don't think I can let you go." He thought to himself as he felt the cool glass of the window on his forehead.

In her room Rin leaned against the door she let her body slide to the floor she pulled her knees up to her chin and cried.

"Why is Lord Sesshoumaru doing this to me? What have I done? Did I do something to make him angry at me?" these thoughts ran ramped through her head as she cried.

"Enough of this. She slammed her fist on the floor. I need to stop crying if this is what my lord wants then I will give it to him." Wiping the tears from her face she stood up and went to her bed. She had decided that she would leave now and take only some clothes and nothing else. If she was to be on her own then she didn't want anyone to find out who her lord was. As she packed she had to come up with a way to get out of the castle without Jaken or lord Sesshoumaru knowing.

"Jaken I want you take Rin to the outskirts of the nearest village. Once there you should find a empty hut you are to help her settle in make sure she has everything she needs then leave her." Sesshoumaru felt his heart of ice crack.

"My Lord are you sure this is what you want?" Jaken said with sadness in his voice no matter how much that little brat got on his nerves he stilled loved her with all his black little heart.

Sesshoumaru looked up at him. "of course this is not what I want but it has to be done."

Jaken bowed to Sesshoumaru "Yes My Lord I'll get to it right away."

Jacken knocked on Rin's bedroom door then walked in. "Rin you are to gather some of you things so that I can take you……" He stopped in mid sentece when he noticed that the room was empty. "oh my where has that girl gone to now?" after searching the whole castle and the grounds Jaken gave up looking.

"My Lord I can't find Rin." Jaken said as he walked into the library.

"Did you search everywhere?" Sesshoumaru stood and started to leave the room.

"Yes My Lord even the gardens her favorite place." He said as he chased after Sesshoumaru.

"Damn her she must have left on her own without us knowing." He reached her room the door was cracked open so her went inside. Everything looked in it's place when he walked around her room then he noticed her writing desk there was something on top of it. He walked closer it was a letter with his name on it. When he started to read it and a frown started to appear on his face.

My Lord Sesshoumaru,

I don't know what I have done to have you want to do this to me. But I will do as you ask of me I will be waiting for you to welcome me home when the time comes. Until then Rember to take care of yourself and Jaken for me.

Yours Forever,

Rin

Sesshoumaru crushed the letter in his fist he felt his heart crack just a little more. "Damn did she even know where the village was? Sesshoumaru tucked her letter into his Kimono I guess I'm going to have to send Jacken to look for her."

Rin had gotten to the first village but only stopped for some water and a bit of food. But kept going if she was going to do this she was going to be as faraway from her home and her love. Did she just say love yes!. she slowed down in her walking it hit her like a ton of bricks she loved Sesshoumaru with all her heart and this was not the kind of for a father but this was the kind of love for a lover. But there was no way she was going to tell him after he wanted her to leave. Jacken watched her from the top of the tree he stood on. "What is this woman thinking just standing there in the middle of the path that leads to the next village." Jacken thought to himself. Rin shook herself out of her thoughts and set off again.

By the time she got to the next village it was almost dark but she had decided to keep going. It was very dark when Rin stopped for the night. This reminded her of when she was little and Sesshoumaru would leave her by herself at night and return for her in the morning but he would not be coming for her.

Jacken could not see Rin until he saw a small spark and then flames of the fire she started.

As she sat staring into the fire she started to think about her future and just how long it was going to take for Sesshoumaru to miss her and tell her to come home. At the moment of thinking about Sesshoumaru all her sadness welled up inside her "will I get to see my home again." Her thought to herself.

Sesshoumaru landed on the tree next to Jaken his heart cracked for the third time today when he heard her crying.

Rin wiped her face all of a sudden she felt him high above her. She lifted her head to look into the night sky. Now that's odd she had never felt something like that before.

"Did she see me No! that's not possible." He thought to himself.

Rin shook her head grabbed her bag and pulled out her blanket. And settled herself next to a tree not far from her fire it took her awhile to fall asleep.

When he was sure she was asleep Sesshoumaru jumped down from the tree he was in and sat next to her "So this is love." He thought he reached out and ran his finger across his cheek. She smiled in her sleep.

When she woke up in the morning she felt a little better after a quick breakfast she was off again. After about two hours of walking and thinking she thought about the only person in the world who would make her Lord angry. And that would have to be is half-breed brother Lord InuYasha. Out of the couple of times she had seen him she didn't think he was to bad and kagome seemed nice too. Also she might see Shippo-Kun too. So with her mind made up she was going to see Lord InuYasha maybe just maybe he would let her stay with them.

"Does this woman even know where she's going." Jaken thought to himself he had already been flowing her for about a week now. It looked like she didn't have any idea where she was going. "wait a minute this forest looks familiar. Oh no! Oh no! Rin is heading toward the village that InuYasha and his group live in. what is Lord Sesshoumaru going to do when I tell him this information."