The special two.
Hi everyone. Well I am back with another Diane/Nikki pairing. Yes it is femslash so if you don't like it don't read. The song is The Special Two by Missy Higgins. I have cut some of the lyrics out so that it would fit with the song, but I still think it works. So please read and review as I love reviews. Oh yes I must thank my Beta Islington Bus no.199. So with no further to do.
When you're young you have this image of your life: That you'll be scrupulous and one day even make a wife. And you make boundaries you'd never dream to cross, And if you happen to you wake completely lost. But I will fight for you, be sure that
At this point in the song, Nikki laughed out loud. How true, how very bloody true. When she was a kid all she wanted was to get married to a guy and have children. Wasn't that what everyone wanted.? As she grew up and became a woman, she made boundaries that she never thought that she would cross. Yet she had crossed the lines, that's how she and Doug had gotten together, having an affair. Then why when she had a husband and kid's of her own, why did she not fell fulfilled, shouldn't she? She had everything she had always 'wanted'.
I remember someone old once said to me: "That lies will lock you up with truth the only key." But I was comfortable and warm inside my shell, And couldn't see this place would soon become my hell. So is it better to tell and hurt or lie to save their face? Well I guess the answer is don't do it in the first place.
Well that was true, she worked that line often in her job. "That lies will lock you up with truth the only key." Well she had never thought for a minute that she would need to use those words on herself. The song was right she had felt comfortable with her life with doug and the kids. Yes, sometimes she felt that there had to be more to life, but she was comfortable. Before Diane Noble came into her life she could never contemplate her life changing or becoming hell.
Those lyrics were so true, why don't you not do it in the first place. Well she had not wanted the first kiss, but the second one, well she couldn't lie, she did enjoy it. She realized after that kiss when she got home to her family – her 'everything'. that everything did not feel right. So she had embarked on the affair with Diane. Not to do it in the first place was easier said then done, especially when it came to Diane Noble, the same person that had kissed her in the first place, and the one person that Nikki could not say no to.
I step outside my mind's eye's for a minute. And I look over me like a doctor looking for disease, Or something that could ease the pain.
In those first few weeks after she had been kissed by Diane, she had had a good look at herself like a doctor would. Was this right? What were the feelings she was having? The feeling of being complete when she was with Diane, could it be something that she could leave her family for. She had not known. Later, six months down the track, she just woke up and realized that she wanted to be with Diane for the rest of her life. Life was like hell when she wasn't with Diane so she would go to Diane. It hurt to break up the family, yet afterwards when she was lying on the couch snuggled into her she realized that she actually felt complete and that she would not want to change a thing.
When we would only need each other, we'd breathe together, Our hands would not be taught to hold another's, We were the special two. And we could only see each other, we'd bleed together, These arms would not be taught to need another, 'Cause we're the special two.
Okay so you have gotten this far, please review, please. Cheers A for Antechinus.