Memories

Disclaimer: None of the characters belong 2 me (cries) They (sniff) belong 2 CLAMP (starts wailing)

By: aki sakurazuka

Warnings: mild yaoi (to come), angst, OOC, and grammar errors

Aki: Sorry, this is my first fic and I haven't even watch the whole series yet! Please forgive this baka 4r being crazy.

Inu: Say no

Aki: How mean.



No one cared about him, Even the animals he passed by were frightened of
him.Even they seem to sense a difference about him. The unknown. All
life fears the unknown. Therefore he as the Sakurazukamori was feared.
He took souls to feed the sakura. Ironic but he was sacrificing lifes
for beauty.

***

He wandered around aimlessly around suburban Tokyo. Every day he does
this, watching passerbys getting on their lifes, unaware of being
watched. Giggling girls, doting mothers, and hurried looking office
workers who were probably going to be late for some meeting all rushing
past him out from the train station. It is Tokyo after all. The most
populated city in the world. The world he had helped to save. But at the
cost of what.?

The two people he loved and treasured the most.

The two people that had made his life worth living.

Hokuto Sumeragi and Seishirou Sakurazuka.

His sister and his lover. Oh, he hated Seishirou alright, but,. there
was just some things you couldn't really explain.

Like why and how you could love yet hate some one at the same time.

And how a person you thought you knew but in reality did not.

How your life could change forever.

Memories overwhelmed him. Three of them, always together. Picnicking in
Ueno Park, being teased by Hokuto, the "dates" to Tokyo tower with
Seishirou and then.. nothing. Hokuto had been murdered by Seishirou and
Seishirou was not the person he thought. The Sakurazukamori in fact.
Then as if Fate wasn't happy, it dealt Subaru the final blow. He killed
Seishirou with his own hands and became the Sakurazukamori.

He fell down to the ground. Nobody bothered to even help him up.

And.. What Seishirou said before dying.

"I love you"

He tried to shake away the memories even as tears threatened to fall.
Those very words had haunted him for so long. Although it had been one
year after the Final Battle, it still hurt. The gap in his heart had
never been filled, but seemed to get wider every day.

He got up and kept walking trying to stop crying. He wanted to walk away
from reality. In his dreams, there was still the three of them. There
was nothing for him now.

TBC



Aki: So, what do you think?

Inu: it's horribly long-winded plus you wrote it up when your science
teacher was talking about planets. no wonder it seems to be far away
from every one's mind.

Aki: Really..?

Inu: Yes.

Aki: Anyway.. onegai review! Please, please, please!!!

Inu: *yawn. It's late and I wanna sleep.

Aki: (ignoring Inu) I'll continue with Kamui if I get 10 good reviews!!

Inu: Oh *yawn. No.

Aki: Anyway, just click on the little button down there and tell me what
you think okay??