Written for PenonPaperFingersonKeys.
Requested via Drabble Request Thread
Characters: Sirius Black & James Potter - Friendship
Prompt: Shadow
&& being without him
was something he'd never fathomed
because it was just too strange
it was like he'd a l w a y s been there
just like his shadow.
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Something just c l i c k e d
the first time they met
and in flash
they were brothers in arms
or rather brothers in p r a n k s
&& it's just so hard to be alone now
because he is neverever coming back
&& it k i l l s him
it's all his fault.
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Nothing had ever kept them a p a r t
Not ever since they had met
&& it seems so strange
because it's like they are soulmates
but that implies lovers
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&& of course he loves him
more than a n y t h i n g
that's why this is so hard
because surely he can't be gone
surely someone has got it wrong.
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He blames himself
but he can't find the tears to shed
he's a n g r y
no furious
&& it's torture
knowing he could have prevented it
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So he feels a little c r a z e d
&& his heart aches
for him
because it knows he's not there.
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&& he wants to cry
&& he wants to s h o u t
&& he wants nothing more
than to scream
to tell him to come back
He knows that he won't though
he can't reverse death
&& t e a r s flow on his face finally
he just can't stop them.
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The g u i l t seems to crush him
&& the hurt
well it stings
there are so many memories
hurting his head
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It's so hard right now
because he's always been there
from the very b e g i n n i n g
just like his shadow.
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So he w h i s p e r s his name
with brotherly love
just hoping he can hear him
hoping that he knows
just how sorry he is.
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&& he doesn't know
how to c o p e
nothing is ever the same
without James.
I really hope you enjoyed it.
Kerr X.