Hide the grin. Remove HIM. You don't need him. You HATE him. But you don't. He knows you too well. When you cry he cries. He doesn't seem like the type but he is. He said he cares and wants to make it better. Whoever told you that deserves a good smack in the face. When you said "I love you" he laughed and went on his way. Gone. Forever. Because you didn't stop him. You smashed your phone. Filled with him. The love you felt. He doesnt love you the way he should. You want him back next to you. On the floor by the bed. You do miss him, right? You shouldn't. It's not good to keep this heartache. The want for his arms are gone. The want to see his crooked smile is gone. The want to hear his laugh is gone. It's gone. The want for his hand reached out to you is gone. Close your eyes and hope for it. It won't be coming back soon, right?
(Ten years later)
You pass a man on the street. He has a familiar crooked smile and the most familiar laugh. He stops you and asks for your name. He smiles as you say it. He found you again. But you didnt find him. You don't still want him after all these years, right? He seems so happy. He's not married. He seems so sweet. Don't you miss his arms? As is you ever had them, but he is still perfect. The same crooked smile and laugh. He still knows how to make you chuckle and have a good time. He LOVES you but not more than what already is. And you know what that is. You don't seem like you hate him. But you want to, right? You know you do. But you still love him. You don't know why. But his lies seem to have faded. You think he loves you? He could be just faking it or maybe it is real... We can never be sure. You want to be with him, don't you. Traitor.
I'm back guyz! I hope you like it.
-Pillbuggyandfriends