Hikaru used loved me. Hikaru used to kiss me. Hikaru used to hold me. Hikaru used to look me in the eys and tell me he loved me.

we used to do that stuff but now...he love's someone else. he left me for someone else.

over the summer he moved in a dorm with his girlfriend...Haruhi.. he left me for her.

i thought of dieing if i can't live without him. i tried to move on but all i can think about is him. i know it's not right but i can't help it.

watching the rain trickle down my window. i started to cry. i started to break down. i couldn't take it anymore.

i picked up my cellphone and dialed his number..we haven't talked for years. the answer machine came on. i could hear his voice and i could hear HER laughing in the background! HER laughter! SHE was having fun with him! SHE was enjoying being with him!

not me! SHE RUINED EVERYTHING! i started to cry even more..i thought..at these times .on a stormy night he used to be here to hold me to stop me from crying.

but now im all alone. no one can replace him. even if i did get another boyfriend..no one would love me more than he did.

i don't know what happened..

because ever since she came along..he has been ignoring me even more. AND MORE EACH DAY! so now there's nothing left to live for..

there's no reason to wake up every morning ..

there's no reason to go to school and know he's not going to talk to you.

because of that im going to end it..tonight..

i got up and walked outside..i went to the ouran academy. i climb to the top. ..

this was the place where we first kissed..

we used to stay after school and climb up here and watch the sun go down..

this is where i confessed i loved him more than i should..

and this is the place where i will die.

as i fell from the building i thought about Hikaru and what he used to say to me ''i love you'' he used to say and he sayed he would always love me..

but he lied..

and as i slowly died.. i died alone..i died sad...i died without..

you..

THE END!