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Voices Of Regret
#1- Death
She fell to her knees and stared at the mangled corpse. She slowly reached out to touch the fallen figure. So much blood. So pale. So cold. So, so, still. Dead.
'nonononononononononono…'
She was numb inside, she couldn't feel anything. Not even the gash in her side, not even the blood running down her face, not even the pouring rain. She didn't even flinch when a bullet tore through her arm, or when the gun was aimed at her head. All she could do was stare.
'hecan'tbedeadhecan'tbedeadhecan'tbedeadhecan't…'
She didn't hear the sirens, didn't hear the culprit scuttle away, shooting his gun frantically behind him, didn't hear the bullets that rushed by. Didn't hear the murmurs of comfort, the doctors orders, the police dogs howls – heck, she felt like howling too. But all she could do was stare.
'it'sallmyfaultit'sallmyfaultit'sallmyfaultit'sall…'
The nurses dragged her away from the corpse. The still, still, corpse. The bloody corpse. The pale, the cold, the dead. The corpse. As the doctors covered up the body with a white sheet did she finally come to.
"No! Let me go! I have to stay by him! He can't be dead! He still alive! He needs me!" She screamed, struggling away from the nurses. Somehow, she broke free and ran towards the doctors carrying her brother. Her baby brother. Her precious baby brother… dead. She shoved the doctors away and yanked her brother away from them. She hugged him close to her while singing a lullaby. Stroking his head with a content smile, she rocked him back and forth, back and forth. She was all she had left, so no matter what, she won't abandon him.
"Wake up soon, Youchi." She crooned to him, "When you do, that'll show everyone that you're still alive." She stayed like that, cooing to him, snapping at anyone who tried to separate them. She even bit a doctor on the hand. Only when she finally passed out from blood-loss, did the doctors and nurses come up and take her away.
The day Mikan Sakura lost her brother, was the day she lost everything.
Nami here. Yuki ditched me and left for china. After moping around and getting nowhere for the first month, I've decided to post this story. It sucks. I know. In fact, i don't even know wat genre to give this. So it's just gonna be general. Besides, im the one who gives the ideas, Yuki writes the story. And im feeling very… angsty? Something like that. Depressed. Troubled. Not because Yuki abandoned me (but that is partially the reason) but because of the books im been reading. Go ask Alice and Jay's Diary by Anonymous. Good books! Atleast, I think so… But yah. For those looking forward to Zombiez Collection! will have to wait til Yuki gets back. Then we'll be trying to post these once a week. As for these drabbles… I dunno, whenever I feel in the mood to write them, I shall. That's all.
Nami signing out.