"You want me to what?" I was sitting on the armchair, staring at my parents in disbelief. "You want me to move away?"

"Yes, Holly, sweetheart. But only for 1 year." My mom said, I looked between the two of them, "And it's not like you're going to be there alone."

She was right, though. I was staying with my cousin Giovanna, and her fiancé. I don't remember his name, but if I looked it up in her emails, I'd know it. "Dad," I looked at my father, sitting next to my mom. "you seriously considered this?" My dad just sat there, staring blankly at me.

"I'm leaving my friends, and my school. What about Anthony? He's starting junior high in a month." My little brother, turning 12 while I was supposed to be away, would be starting middle school in September. "And what about my school, I start in 3 weeks?" I was starting senior year at my high school, which I adored.

"But haven't you always wanted to see London's sights?" My dad said, Oh, my God. He was taking my mom's side. I thought he was supposed to back me up. I couldn't believe this. "Besides, you'll be tutored."

"I can't believe this." I said as I got up and headed upstairs, "I hope you both burn in Hell for this!" I yelled as I slammed the door to my room.

My room is my sanctuary, sea blue-green walls with black waves at the top, close the ceiling, and red, neon pink and blue, and purple swirls. I looked at myself in my full-lengthened mirror. I smoothed my brown and one red streaked hair from its once high ponytail, and wiped my fallen makeup from under my hazel and green eyes. I went to my stereo and turned on my iPod, selecting my favorite band, The Veronicas. I collapsed on my bed and hid my head under a pillow.

I heard a knock at my door and someone say, "Holly Joanne-Marie, open up." My dad called from the other side.

"No! I can't believe you don't want me here, why did you agree with her?" I said as I swung my door open and found my dad standing there. "I want to stay here."

"I know you do, but you haven't seen Gi in a long time. And she needs another bridesmaid." I sighed and looked at my dad from my mirror, God, he knew me to well. He walked up to me and hugged me.

"Did you know that sometimes I hate it when you're right?" I asked as he stood in the doorway.

"I'm shocked you said that I'm right." He said sarcastically, I rolled my eyes and smiled. "Well, you should get some sleep, if you're gonna go shopping tomorrow with Lauren." I turned to him, eyes widened. I ran up to him and hugged him tight. "Alright, alright. Go to bed, missy."

"G'night Dad." I said as I closed the door behind him. I got rid of my TAI shirt and my boyfriend jeans, and slid into my bathroom to wash my face and grabbed my nightgown hanging from the hook on the door. I turned off my music along with the lights and turned on my TV and laptop. I logged into IMWorldWide, and found Gi online.

MISSJoMarie:Gio!!!! Why are you up so late?

GioGurl4U: Hey, sweet. So did you mum give you the news?

MISSJoMarie: Yea, I don't wanna leave ): But I'm really excited, don't tell my mom that

GioGurl4U: My lips are sealed.

MISSJoMarie: Thanks, gurl y r u up so l8? Isn't it like 3 am by u?

GioGurl4U: Yes, but Tom had to get up early. So here I am. I can't believe I'm c-ing u next wk! *jumps and screams*

MISSJoMarie: I can't believe it 2! *screams + jumps* And I finally get to meet TOMMY!

GioGurl4U: I know u 2 will get along get, he's like a little girl, he's so happy that he's meeting you

MISSJoMarie: Tell him 'right back at ya, rex'. I can't believe that I get to be with u 4 like a year! It's insane!

GioGurl4U: it's mental!!!!!!! Listen Tom is calling me g2g luv u girl.

MISSJoMarie: luv you 2, byeee

GioGurl4U has signed off.

With that I shut my laptop and channel surfed until I found 'Supernatural' which is my favorite TV show on the entire planet. I think Sam is practically the one for me, I mean he's so smart, so kind-hearted, and so freakin tall and so buff. I practically melt in my seat, just watching him work his magic. At the end of the episode, I turned off the TV and went to bed.