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"They shall be killed. Everyone of them. Do you understand?" he asked me.

"Yes." I answered the man.

"Yes, what?" He spat at me.

"Yes, Saint Caius."

"That's better, dear" He kissed me, full on the lips, and I grimaced, before composing my expression.

"Go to the library, read up on them. You will have them all killed."

I spoke my agreement, and travelled to the library. The books piled high on the shelves reminded me of my father. Oh, how he loved to read. He was fluent in so many languages. I was glad he did not have to be involved in this. I missed him so much, and all my family. My mother, I missed most of all. She was my everything. I could remember every minute of my life with the…no, I couldn't even think the name. It was so raw, so painful. And my soulmate, the very essence of my being…But what could I do? The Volturi had found Meadow, who could protect me from all vampires talents. That's why I was stuck here, with the pesky little pixie following me. She reminded me so much of…her.

I sighed. "Meadow, please just let them find me. Free me." I pleaded with her for the millionth time.

"Robin, you know I cannot. What do you expect me to do? This is your first mission, and I need to accompany you. They will come for you one day, and Aro will capture each and everyone of them."

"Why?! It's unfair! It's fucking unfair, Meads. Why the fuck should I be a pawn in Aro's little games?" I screamed.

"Babes, you know he has never wanted anyone as much as he wants them." she said gently.

"Then why am I stuck here? They'll never join this 'guard'. I'd die before I saw any of them subjected to this. I just want to be back where I belong. Is that so much to ask?" I sobbed, heartbroken.

"Shush, shush, Robs. It'll all be just fine, don't worry." She comforted me.

"They'd…take you…just say the word. Please, save me before it's too late. Do you hate me that much to kill me? To kill all my coven?" I spat at her.

"I don't hate you, and I would…but it's not safe. Aro would track us down, and capture us again. I'm sorry." Meadow told me, and I let out one strangled sob, before they washed over me. The last thing I felt were cold arms wrapped around me.

Even in my unconscious, it hurt. It had been three months since I had seen my family, and I missed them so. In my sleep-like state, I thought of the day I disappeared…