Disclaimer:I do NOT own Naruto or any of it's characters!!
Warnings: This is a slash, a yaoi, a maleXmale fanfiction and will involve graphic sex/rape and violent scenes in future chapters.
Kakashi Hatake had no idea when this crazy obbession of his started. It could have been the first time he saw the little dolphin, or maybe when they met offically, or it might of been when they had become close friends. He didn't know when, but it didn't matter because all he knew is that at some point during the two years that they have known each other Kakashi had fallen hard and deep for Iruka Umino.
Kakashi has been very thankful for his mask for awhile now since it covers any blushing he does around the innocent sensei. He has been watching the teacher's graceful moves and listening to his gentle, yet surprislying strict voice for what seems lika a peaceful lifetime. He didn't think about everything like love when he began to feel awkward around Iruka, it was the last thing on his mind then. After talking to his best friend, Gai Maito, and another close friend, Jiraiya one of the "Legendary Three Ninja", he relized his head over heels for the Naruto's shy father.
Gai had been happy for Kakashi for finally moving on with the present, but Jiraiya was a different story all together.
Jiraiya shook his head, "I'm glad your opening up, Kakashi-san, but Iruka? Are you trying to harm him? It's pretty obvious that Iruka doesn't like guys and plus he doesn't like gays since he was raped by a gang when he was 12... all male. He thinks all gays are sick bastards who just like to harm other males....Kakashi if you tell him you like him and such Iruka will just freak out and i bet your friendship will die in the wind. Why not try and find a girl? Like Anko, maybe?"
Kakashi thought for a moment and shook his head, "I...I love Iruka....if it comes down to it I'll just admire him from afar....like a have for the past few months."
"Wake up and smell the damn coffee!! You both are males, one hates gays and the other one is a HUGE pervert. You'll just cause Iruka trouble and IF you two do get together all you'll get is curiosity, contempt, mockery, and lots of trouble."
"What right or wrong is there in loving someone, though! If I love a woman it's alright, but when I love a man it's wrong--Is that what your trying to say, Jiraiya? If it's not accepted by society, then it's automatically wrong?" Kakashi replied, getting angry, " What kind of love obeys that!? These are my feelings and no one has the right to meddle with them....no one."
"Kakashi....Just remember...this love of yours will shatter, sooner or later, and I don't know wether or not you two will be able to take it," Jiraiya said walking away.
Kakashi sighed, looking down, '...I know that already....our love is forbidden, but I can't stand it. What can I do? My heartbeat speeds up when I just look at him. My passion will last centuries as so will my pain for not having him. As long as I don't say anything...as long as I don't do anything. As long as I don't disgust him...as long as I don't defile him. As long as the hard-won sense of trust isn't lost between us...I will do everything in my power to not subccum....to not tell him of my feelings.'
'Yet I wonder,' Kakashi chuckled slighlty, '....Does Iruka even know how much I've defiled him already....in my dreams?'
Aright....This will eventually become a KakaIru fanfiction, but not until around the end. I'm sorry this chapter was so short, but I promise I'll write longer chapters for you!! ^-^