My Everything

James Diamond is my everything.

My hero when I need him, my lover when I want him, my soldier when he protects me, my shoulder when I need to cry, my safe place when he hugs me, my heaven when he kisses me, my wall when I need to lose my weight for awhile.

I'm not sure that he knows how much he means to me. I'm not sure he knows how much love I give him, how much I love him with all my heart. That he owns my heart. I don't think that he knows that my whole being cannot live without him. Ever. I'm not sure that he knows that I am pathetically head over heels for him, so sucked into his love and whole self.

He needs to know. He needs to know that I love him, that I can't love anymore because he has all my love. He needs to know that he's my everything, that I can't and refuse to live without him. That he's stuck with me whether he wants to, like it or not.

After all these feelings and deep emotions hit me, I had to get off James' bed and go look for him. I needed him to know all of this. If he already knew then too bad for him. He's going to know it some more. I opened our door only to be faced with the boy I was looking for.

James seemed surprised when he saw me but then a beautiful smile was showing on his beautiful face. "Hey." he said softly and I melted inside. I love his voice. Does he know that? He's about to.

"Hi." my voice sounds just as soft as his. My boyfriend walks in the room and closes the door quietly behind him. "I was just about to find you." I say and he grins, showing off those pearly white teeth that I love so much.

"Yeah?" he steps forward and incases me in his strong arms, pulling me against his hard chest that was warm. I sighed and snuggled further into his body, gripping his muscular back.

"Yes. I need to tell you something." I bury my face into his clothed chest and breath in deep, his wonderful scent flooding into my nostrils. Fingers tickle under my chin before tilting it up and I am met with deep hazel eyes.

"What is it? You aren't breaking up with me, are you?" his voice is light but behind it, I can hear and sense the rising panic. I lean up and capture his lips gently with my own, kissing him sweetly before pulling away.

"Never. You're my everything." my face isn't even inches away from his, so when he speaks, his mouth brushes against mine.

"I'm your everything?" he asks and rubs my cheek gently before giving my lips a soft peck.

"Yes. I can go on forever how you're my everything, but I'll just settle for I love you. So so much. You have no idea how much you mean to me. I can't and never ever will let you go. I hope you know that you're stuck with me until we both die. And when we get to heaven, I will find and you'll be stuck with me there too."

"Aww..." James murmured softly, his eyes bright with love for the boy in his arms.

"Well, it's true." Kendall grinned a toothie grin before bringing James' down to his level. "James Diamond, I'm not sure you know how much you mean to me, but just know that I love you and am never letting you go." with that said, Kendall owned his boyfriend's lips, slipping his tongue into the warm wet cavern that tasted sweet as ever to his taste buds.

James closed his eyes, a little too choked up to say anything, and pulled Kendall closer to him, wrapping his arms tightly around the blonde's waist. The pretty boy began fighting for dominance, winning quickly as he suckled his lover's tongue into his mouth.

Kendall was moaning softly into his mouth, slowly trailing his hands up into James' soft chocolately locks before twisting the strands around his fingers. James groaned quietly. "I love you." he said into the younger's mouth and Kendall smiled.

"I love you too. My everything."

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