HIII I am going to finish this so bear with me on all the fixing! Thank you cx
20 minutes had passed and all I could do was just sit there staring at the piano with its shiny white keys contrasting against the black ones. I slowly felt myself zoning out and I shook my head to focus. I felt out of place.
Whatever I wanted to say wouldn't transfer to my fingers; I simply couldn't "talk" through the piano anymore.
Why is this happening?
Feeling the frustration becoming present, I tried to ignore it and raised my hand to play the piece I have been working on for a month and a half: Liebestraum by Franz Liszt. No matter how hard I tried, the piece was still sounding very bland discouraging me.
I think I'll stop here
I know I love music and I even go to school for it but...
This is exhausting...
"I'll come back tomorrow." I said to myself out loud as I put my things away and walked out of the practice room.
There was a bright colored poster on the bulletin board with a photo of the participants from the contest.
I'm useless omg...I'll never be as good as any of them...
To not continue dwelling on these thoughts, I turned around and left the building to head home.
I'm so tired of this, maybe music isn't for me.