A/N DISCLAIM: I Do Not Own Nikita, It's Characters Or Main/ Major Plot Lines. Different To My Other FanFic "3 Recruits In The Real World" Alternate Universe To Episode 11 "All The Way".
She Walked down the corridor, continuously staring at her hands, remembering the mans face, she knew exactly how Thom had felt all those months ago; Mr. Yametchi hadn't squealed or shouted either. He just watched her, as she held up the gun, she shrugged the flashback off. I'm not in Tokyo anymore, this is enough, be strong Alex. She kept saying to herself, over and over again.
She remembered the one other time she had walked this hallway. He had walked her down it, telling her to stay quiet, she had nodded and they walked towards his room. Number 13. She had smiled, unlucky. He had changed since then, not for the better, and she knew that. He seemed to enjoy it now; enjoy holding the gun, being the one with power.
She keeps going, she sees number 13 and takes a deep breath, knocking on the door, it opens slowly and he stands there. "Alex, what the hell are you doing up here?" she nods at Thom, takes a deep breath and lifts the gun out of her inside jacket pocket, she drops it and doesn't speak, she takes off her jacket and he sees the 'I [HEART] Tokyo' T-shirt. He stares at her and shakes his head, she nods. She looks at the smidge of blood on her arm, she shudders and he opens the door wider, encouraging her to go in, she looks at the guns sitting on the table. She shakes her head and walks on down the corridor.
"It is always hard on the first night." She nods and walks back up to him, she unzips his jacket. "Then, it's a thrill to kill." She says, reading out his t-shirt. "It's a t-shirt." She nods and he looks at her. "You helped our country tonight." He says to her. "You might have gotten over your first kill, but I watched him fall to the ground like I did my parents when Russians killed them. He looked me in the eye and didn't scream, he just watched me hold the gun to him and didn't even shutter." He nods. He wraps his arms around her and she lets go of him. "You're different Thom." He nods. "We're agents and you get used to it." She nods and walks away.