DAY ONE
I chewed on the end of my pencil and tried my hardest to listen to sensei. But Tech Ed was so boring! Why did I simply HAVE TO take it? "Miku!" she heard Kaito whisper. My cheeks instantly flooded pink. I turned my head to the left side of desks, to see what the blue haired dream could possibly want. Kaito made yet another stupid face at me. Something that would make an ordinary girl annoyed, turned off, even disgusted...But I am no ordinary girl, now am I? I tried to giggle, but alas, I had lost my voice earlier today from last night's concert.
I picked my white board and with my black dry erase marker, I wrote:
LOL. NICE.
He smiled at me. Smiled. At. me. I blushed again. Just then, the lyrics to my little sister, Rin's song, "I Like You, I Love You." played in my head.
Today would be the day I would tell Kaito exactly how I felt. I scribbled down on the board:
He-he-he-hey, hey, could you wait a minute?
If you're busy, sorry
Just a little, hey, a little while
I want to talk with you
What can I do? What's the point
Um.. What game should we play?
Word games?
Daqui-"M i".. "M i"-k u?
I'm sorry, I'm not very good at this...
Kaito sat two seats away from me to the left. My best friend, Luka, sat inbetween us. I tapped Luka's shoulder to get her attention.
"Yes?" she whispered, trying not to be so loud so the teacher wouldn't hear us. I pointed to the whiteboard, then to Kaito. She nodded and smilred that little fangirl smile. She took the board and passed it to Kaito.
"From Miku-Chan." she informed him. He read it, skeptically. "Huh?" he said outloud.
I felt myself blush, even more. He scribbled something down, then passed the board to Luka, who passed the board to me. I read it, eager to see what he said.
Huh? What?
I shook my head and sighed. I then scribbled down:
Are you hungry? Want something to eat?
Umm... I... I don't have water
Take your eyes off the monitor
I have to simulate distance
And yet I watch that idiot
My throat is dry and I can't speak
Sigh... What to do
I'm being honest, you see...
No good, it's as scary as ever
I want to convey my feelings
Why is it so hard?
I then repeated the routine, tapped Luka's shoulder, motioned her to pass it to Kaito, she passed it to Kaito, Kaito was confused, Kaito scirrbled something down, Kaito passed it to Luka, Luka read it, rolled her eyes, then passed it to me. I read it.
Naked grandmas.
I threw my hand over my mouth. Instead of a laugh, a loud squeak came out from my throat, all I managed to make, sound wise. The teacher looked at me. "Hatsune, are you okay?" he asked, clearly annoyed. My eyes widened and I nodded. He tipped his head, then continued teaching the most boring lesson ever.
The period went on like that, me trying to confess my love, Kaito being oblivious, and Luka having fangasms in her seat.
The bell rang, signalling the period's end. Everyone packed up and walked out. I waited for Kaito, since he always walked me to my next class. He approached me and we walked out together. Usually, we'd be chatting endlessly, but since I lost my voice, we were rather silent. It hurt a lot to speak, if I even COULD speak...
I stopped right in the middle of the hallway. "Su... ..su..su..su...su..su.." I stuttered. He turned to me. "Miku, don't speak." he told me. Yet again, " . . . .su." "Miku! You're going to damage your voice!" he warned. Then, I finally managed to squeak out, "SUKI DAISUKI! (I like-I love you)" I then took off, running down the hall. Kaito stood there, motionless.
I ignored his pleas to wait. I also ignored Rin's. I got to class, where I also have class with Gakupo. This was a study period. Gakupo approached my desk on his way in. "Miku, are you okay?" he asked. I pursed my lips then scribbled on the white board:
...I have a crush on Kaito.
His eyes widened and he gasped. He went back to his seat. "Really? I had no idea that you-" I cut him off by putting my finger to my lips, motioning for him to shut up. I passed him the board and marker. I watched him write something. He passed it to me.
Wow..I had no idea! I think he likes you, Miku.
...Meep.