She's quiet this morning she can't say why
Sends her husband off to work with a kiss goodbye
Unlocks that old diary turns to the third of May
Adds another tear to the page
And it's lonely being the only one who knows the truth
I was thankful no one else remembered, thanks to dad's memory dust, I put some on everyone I knew. Everyone but me, it turned out Leo was my white lighter I ended up marrying him. I hated myself for making that one decision that not only ruined my life but his also; he did nothing to disserve what was given to him.
She has a secret that she can never tell
One wrong decision still puts her heart through hell
Does he miss her did he forgive her
The love that they shared will always be a secret
he probably doesn't even remember me.
Only she knows she still loves him and she hates the choice she made
Wishes she could find him tell him why she walked away
Every day gets harder living' with herself
But she knew he'd be better of raised by someone else
God, it's lonely being the only one who knows the truth
I hoped I was right, he had to have been better off with someone else. Someone who could give him what he deserves. I wouldn't have been able to look after him, I was only 18, I was stupid, alone, and not thinking straight. I wish I wasn't the only one who knew…
She has a secret that she can never tell
One wrong decision still puts her heart through hell
Does he miss her did he forgive her
The love that they shared will always be a secret
my baby, my baby boy, Junior Cole Tuner Halliwell. June for short, he was only 2 when I gave him up, he looked too much like Cole for me to keep him, to look at him everyday was tearing me apart. I called him Junior because he was my Junior Cole, he looked exactly like Cole but he had my eyes.
She unlocks that old diary turns to the third of May
Adds another tear to the page
review and maybe i'll keep writing this story :P lol hope you liked it i couldnt get this out of my head so i decided to just write it :P :D
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