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Chapter one.

God, I hated moving. This time though I was planning on going somewhere cloudier. I didn't exactly want to leave Canada but it was getting boring. I wasn't sure if I wanted to go to America, you see it brought quite a lot of bad memories. But then I found the perfect place. It was in Washington and it was very cloudy, so it was great for me. Nothing special either just a small town. Forks, that was the name of it. I was going to take a position as a receptionist at Forks Hospital. Hopefully in this town it will turn out better for me.

I was going as fast as possible with my car to get there. I bought one of the bigger houses that the small town provided and I was moving in there today. I got there quickly and finished moving in all my stuff. I took me awhile, for I had about a mountain full of things and furniture. Not that I got worn out or anything, it was just a pain. When everything was organized the way I wanted it, I decided that should hunt. I knew I was going to be around humans tomorrow and I didn't want to take any chances.

One of the good things about Forks is that there is plenty of wilderness and forest. After I had two deer, i decided I would wonder around and just relax. It didn't take me very long to realize how green this place was. Like emerald green. Just like his eyes. I didn't want to continue thinking about him but it was inevitable. I sat down on a huge boulder rock that was facing a little stream. It was getting light again. His smile was the second thing that popped into my head. It was crooked and it was like he smiled that way just for me. His hair was the third thing about him that I loved. He never seemed to understand the definition of a brush but messy hair fit him well. Thinking about him always made me feel happy at first but it resulted in severe sobbing later. He shouldn't have died. He deserved so much more. I didn't even get the chance to say goodbye. I know it sounds stupid but I always thought that if I was there with him, he would've fought harder.

Sometimes I hated my power so much. Sometimes I didn't want the memories. They were too real. You see as a vampire, my power is that I have excellent memories from my human life. I could also share my memories with anyone. They would play like a movie in their head. I didn't see much use for it. And plus I didn't like being around people. I preferred to be alone. I spent another second remembering how it felt like when he was holding me. With a sigh I got up and went home. It was early dawn and I needed to change for my interview at the hospital today. I was also playing around with the idea of going to school here. It would be good way to pass the time. And I knew that I had a whole lot of time. Time, which I would have to spend alone. By myself. Without him. My heart gave a painful tug, and it took every ounce of myself to not break down that second.

I didn't take me very long to get ready. I wasn't really the over dressy type. I knew I would get the job, all I had to do was flash them a smile and I was in. This job wasn't for the money. I had plenty of that. I really did it for the company. But now that i think about it , after the interview, Il go to the high school and sign myself up. Its not like I had anything better to do. I did not want to be alone with my thoughts and memories for longer than necessary. It was like they revolved only around him just to taunt me. Great. Now I think my own my mind is against me. See what happens when you've been alone for a couple of decades.

The drive to the hospital was short. Forks really was a small town. It was raining so I hurried into the building not wanting to get myself wet and look like a drenched freakishly pale zombie. I didn't think of myself as beautiful, but humans thought differently. I could already feel the stares from the male employees. Like I said the interview was a breeze. My employer Mr. Grey stuttered so much I thought he needed a bag to breathe into or something. Anyway I got the job. As I was walking out though, I caught the scent of another vampire. That stunned me greatly. What would they be doing here? In Forks of all places? I went left and followed it. It lead me all the way to an operating room, and some nurse told me that I wasn't allowed in there. I looked through the door window and saw two nurses, a brunette haired doctor and a blond doctor. It had to be one of them but I couldn't get a better look as the same nurse practically screamed at me to leave. I guess I would have to find out tomorrow.

I signed up for school after. I would be a junior and I was starting on Monday. Today was Saturday. I hoped the whole school thing wasn't a bad idea. When I went home the only thing I could think about was the vampire scent I caught at the hospital. It couldn't have been one of the doctors. That was impossible. But it was so strong. I didn't want to think about it anymore so I turned on my iPod. I would just have to find out tomorrow when I begin work.

First chapter is kinda slow but it gets better trust me.

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Kalina.